Penname: surrenderdammit [Contact] Real name:
Member Since: 08/16/2010
Membership status: Member
Bio:

I'm a lurker, first and foremost. I only poke around a bit in the whole writing thing, concerning Trek. Anyway; I'm born, raised and stuck in Sweden. Thus, English not being my first language and making me viable to mistakes in grammar/spelling/sentence structure, and so on. I apologize. 


I can also be found on these sites, where you can find more K/S stuff (I'm more active over there as well):


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Stories by surrenderdammit
5 times Spock considers himself very Human, and 1 time it doesn't matter by surrenderdammit Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

What it says on the tin: 5 instances in Spock's life where he identifies with his human heritage, and 1 time where it hardly matters whether he's Human or Vulcan, because he is Spock.

Excerpt:

"Here he can never be anything but an exception (logical for a Half-Human, emotionally unstable for a Half-Vulcan) rather than Spock (‘the best of two worlds, my son’). Starfleet will be different.

He’ll live long, and he’ll most certainly prosper."


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Character Study, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2947 Read Count: 3261
[Report This] Published: 01/12/2014 Updated: 01/12/2014
As From You by surrenderdammit Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 7]
Summary: K/S. Take a dive into the mind of James T. Kirk and see through his eyes the Universe as it surroundings him until someone fills the void. (Warning; mentions of Tarsus)
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1650 Read Count: 5594
[Report This] Published: 10/08/2010 Updated: 10/08/2010
Bad Reputation by surrenderdammit Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

"I don't give a damn 'bout my bad reputation."

If only.

She's the youngest Captain in Starfleet History, nevermind the fact that she's a woman. It's a staggering responsibility, and a careful act of balance on the edge of a very sharp knife. She finds, for the first time since she was a little girl, that her reputation matters.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Character Study, First Time, Genderswap
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3264 Read Count: 734
[Report This] Published: 07/06/2018 Updated: 07/06/2018
Blue Suede Shoes by surrenderdammit Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 7]
Summary: AU/AR. It was perfectly logical. And so Spock goes looking for the perfect donor.(Warning; Mentions of test tube babies and questionable technology, sperm donating awkwardness.)
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: First Time, Hurt/Comfort, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1272 Read Count: 5085
[Report This] Published: 10/08/2010 Updated: 10/08/2010
Breasts by surrenderdammit Rated: Mature Content (Teen) [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

AU/AR. PWP. girl!Kirk/Spock. Part of the same Universe as "Legs". Another short moment in their relationship.


Categories: Ficlets
Characters: girl!Kirk
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, Genderswap, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 417 Read Count: 3336
[Report This] Published: 10/08/2010 Updated: 10/08/2010
Distances by surrenderdammit Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 5]
Summary: AU/AR, Romance. Contains the stories "Closing the Gaps" and "From Afar". Two stories with the same plot, but from different PoVs (Kirk/Spock, Sarek/Amanda). What if Kirk met Spock on Vulcan? A Childhood friendship growing swiftly to something more.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda, Sarek
Crossover Fandom: AU or Mirror Universe, ST:XI Abrams Universe
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2414 Read Count: 5931
[Report This] Published: 11/26/2010 Updated: 11/26/2010
Five Vulcans Jim Met, One He Kept by surrenderdammit Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 10]
Summary:

What it says on the tin!

“Basically, she wanted to put her hands all over my huge ass belly, and get up close and personal with Jimmy using that nifty touch telepathy of yours,” Winona concludes. Spock looks horrified and Jim is torn between face-palming and bursting out in hysterical laughter. “Talk about alien probing.”

He settles for both.


Categories: Fiction, Works in Progress
Characters: Original Character(s), Sarek, T'Pring
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6910 Read Count: 4496
[Report This] Published: 08/24/2014 Updated: 09/15/2015
Hello Star by surrenderdammit Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

AU/AR. girl!Kirk/Spock. Could be the same Universe as "Legs" and "Breasts". She didn’t get up to stand by his station when she asked of his readings, and it earned her a quick glance but otherwise his usual smooth voice replied steadily. Yeah, she could do this.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: girl!Kirk
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Genderswap, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6297 Read Count: 12900
[Report This] Published: 10/08/2010 Updated: 11/24/2010
Interruptions by surrenderdammit Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary: K/S PWP. AU. Arriving late at his apartment, Commander Spock is greeted by a rather disgruntled lover. A few kisses and all is forgiven, however, as things gets hot and heavy the pair is interrupted. Jim is not pleased, but he rolls well with the punches.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chris Pike
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Erotica, Established Relationship, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3317 Read Count: 5365
[Report This] Published: 08/16/2010 Updated: 08/17/2010
Just Like a Woman by surrenderdammit Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

It has been so long since she had this poor control over her shields, but Jim’s mind calls to her like none ever has. Melding with him might be the closest she would ever come to grasping the concept of ecstasy.   Fluffy PWP.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: girl!Spock
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Erotica, Established Relationship, Fluff, Genderswap, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 858 Read Count: 894
[Report This] Published: 07/01/2017 Updated: 07/01/2017
Legs by surrenderdammit Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstar [Reviews - 1]
Summary: K/S AU/AR Short PWP Romance. Always a Girl!Kirk. A moment in the life of these lovers, a lazy conversation about smooth legs and young, dumb Captains.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: girl!Kirk
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, Genderswap, Humor, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 818 Read Count: 3183
[Report This] Published: 09/13/2010 Updated: 09/13/2010
Queen of Hearts by surrenderdammit Rated: Mature Content (Teen) [Reviews - 0]
Summary: AU/AR. girl!Kirk. He's chasing something dark with red lips and a gun who left him nothing but a name.
Categories: Ficlets
Characters: girl!Kirk
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Genderswap, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 397 Read Count: 1667
[Report This] Published: 10/08/2010 Updated: 10/08/2010
Rollerblades by surrenderdammit Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 2]
Summary: AU/AR. Teenaged K/S. "And the name's Jim. It was nice meeting you, not every day I run into someone as hot as myself! You should come by the park sometime; I'd like to see you again." Illogical. (Warning; bad language)
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Humor, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 898 Read Count: 4357
[Report This] Published: 10/08/2010 Updated: 10/08/2010
you make it easy to fall in love (with you) by surrenderdammit Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

The Federation consists of a number of members whose species have telepathic or empathic abilities, and there have always been instances where this has led to tension or misjudgements. However, there are no recorded incidents which Spock can recall that would have prepared them for this.

It is a false comfort, when his Captain is returned to them in a catatonic, almost lifeless, state.

It is too much like Khan, too soon after Krall, to be acceptable.

(Warnings in the notes)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Original Character(s), Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Dubious consent
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5038 Read Count: 1323
[Report This] Published: 04/24/2018 Updated: 04/24/2018