Penname: ForgottenOne [Contact] Real name: Catherine Ottinger
Member Since: 10/06/2009
Membership status: Member
Bio:

My first memory of the character of Spock touching my heart was his unfortunate demise early in my childhood.  Imagine, getting your introduction to your future hero and he bites the dust at the end!  Since then I have been obsessed with Star Trek, but I always come back to the one who expresses my thoughts in ways I could never do: an imaginary half-alien character in a make-believe future.


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Surrender by Killa Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 25]
Summary:

The Captain has been through a rough time, and needs someone else to take the reins for a while. This story contains dominance/submission in a consensual relationship, but the lines of consent are deliberately blurred. Originally posted in 1997.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Bondage, Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Dominance/submission, Dubious consent, Non-consensual sex
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20441 Read Count: 30952
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2005 Updated: 09/05/2005
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 02/15/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Complete Story

OH, this was GOOD!  I'm so amazed it escaped my attention, but now that I know of it I will read it more often!  The love, the sheer trust involved in this are amazing, and paint a picture of the two of them that I crave.  I really fail at telling you how much this story means to me.  Thank you for posting this.  I loved it.  20/10

What the Heart Remembers by Killa Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 17]
Summary:

A post-fal tor pan story written for the KSOF. Can heroes ever really go home again? Originally posted in 2002. Also appears in the zine Cyberdreams 1.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Carol Marcus, Gillian Taylor, McCoy, Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13810 Read Count: 9159
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2005 Updated: 09/05/2005
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 03/21/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Complete Story

I ♥ your work.  I mean all of it.  I could spend years reading your words.  Thank you so much.



Author's Response:

Wow, thank you. I'm grateful for your kind words!

Just a Kiss by Jenna Hilary Sinclair Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 13]
Summary: Kirk wants something more than friendship with Spock, and so he proposes a simple kiss.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6670 Read Count: 8563
[Report This] Published: 09/07/2005 Updated: 09/07/2005
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 12/29/2010 Title: Chapter 1: none

Beautiful.  Dignified.  Honorable.  This story is all that and more.  I loved it, and I'll be honest, as soon as I saw your name I jumped to read your story.  You always do the boys justice.  Thanks for putting this up.  I wish I could get these magazines you publish in.  Wow.  15/10 stars.

Cave Paintings by jesmihr Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 27]
Summary: Past Featured Story

This story takes place twelve days after "Amok Time."


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 12722 Read Count: 33580
[Report This] Published: 10/18/2005 Updated: 10/18/2005
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarhalf-star
Date: 10/08/2009 Title: Chapter 1: Cave Paintings

Rock on!  I love it, definitely a keeper!

Tasty by Farfalla Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary: Sometimes, it takes a llama to bring Kirk and Spock together.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 994 Read Count: 3527
[Report This] Published: 11/02/2005 Updated: 11/02/2005
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 11/06/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Tasty

That is freaking adorable.  I loved it.  The details were perfect, the tone was set just right, and the llama eating out a message to Jim was delicious.  Or tasty, should I say.  Thank you for sharing this.

Saavik's Log by Saavant Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary: Saavik plays matchmaker.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3046 Read Count: 4761
[Report This] Published: 11/20/2005 Updated: 11/20/2005
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10/13/2009 Title: Chapter 1: 1

Thank you thank you THANK YOU for this story!  "The Pandora Principle" is my favorite Star Trek book and this is just icing on the cake.  You've made my day!

Cannot Touch by TGuess Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary: Events at the end of the first five year mission that drive Spock to Gol. Originally written in 2002.

Please Note: This is a revised version with an extra scene that was published in 'T'hy'la #24".
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16096 Read Count: 7693
[Report This] Published: 12/30/2005 Updated: 12/30/2005
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 11/08/2009 Title: Chapter 1: None

Talk about moving.  I happened to read this as I was listening to the soundtrack to ST XI.  I really love this story and I thank you for sharing it.

Bereft by Starshadow Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary: Spock --post K/S, sadness, and a bit of hope at the end.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1154 Read Count: 3504
[Report This] Published: 01/16/2006 Updated: 01/16/2006
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 07/16/2015 Title: Chapter 1: N/A

*tears* Poor Spock. He's had such a rough life.  And your story showed that beautifully.  Thank you for sharing such a touching composition with us.

No Brighter Moment by Killa Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 13]
Summary:

Some time after The Motion Picture, Kirk, Spock, and the Enterprise crew find themselves pawns in a terrorist plot. When Kirk is turned into a weapon to be used against them, can Spock reach him in time to save the day?


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel, Chekov, McCoy, Romulan Commander, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Erotica, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31602 Read Count: 10521
[Report This] Published: 02/06/2007 Updated: 02/06/2007
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10/22/2009 Title: Chapter 1: Complete Story

This is so beautiful, so touching, that I almost couldn't read fast or slow enough.  I have saved it as a favorite, so I can relive this journey over and over.  You, my dear, are terrific and I'm on to read more of your stories.  Thank you so much.  My only regret is that the rating only goes to ten.  On a scale of ten, I give it a twenty.

Lost Sailor by Greywolf the Wanderer Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 10]
Summary:

Post "Amok Time" K/S hurt/comfort Betas: All Praise to raku and Jungle Kitty, beta readers above and beyond the call of duty, big time. Thanks to Killa and Val the Night Bird, for moral support.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Scott
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13720 Read Count: 14480
[Report This] Published: 12/28/2007 Updated: 12/28/2007
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10/12/2009 Title: Chapter 1: Lost Sailor

Okay, you are now one of my favorite authors. You honor us by sharing.

Author's Response:

Awwww.....  ;-)>

Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10/12/2009 Title: Chapter 1: Lost Sailor

Okay, you are now one of my favorite authors. You honor us by sharing.

Author's Response:

;-)>

Pacing the Cage by Jenna Hilary Sinclair Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 32]
Summary: After the five year mission is over, Kirk and Spock find themselves on Earth. Kirk is in a relationship with a woman, and Spock meets a Vulcan woman. It's time for decisions.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 46240 Read Count: 45858
[Report This] Published: 01/03/2008 Updated: 01/03/2008
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 06/17/2014 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter Four

Gah.  Just, daggone.  Wow.  This proves why you are one of the masters.  This story swept me away and carried me through a cold, painful world to a beautiful, loving ending.  You developed the characters so thoroughly, so carefully.  I felt sorry for T'Brita, but not for Jim's ex, whoever she was, good riddance.  But this was so good.  Thank you so much for seeing fit to share it with us on this forum.  I'm so glad I got to read it.

In the Season of Renewal by Elise Madrid Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary: Kirk returns to Earth to oversee his mother’s funeral just as Spock has retreated from his life. Originally published March 2004 in First Time 58.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Lore and Legends Series
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 19563 Read Count: 7346
[Report This] Published: 06/22/2008 Updated: 06/22/2008
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 01/13/2011 Title: Chapter 1: (none)

Aww, this was beautiful.  Honorable and dignified, the boys are in love and don't know quite how to tell each other, and it takes a meddling cousin to get them together.  I'm saving this one, if you don't mind.  Great job.



Author's Response: Thank you! I always try to keep their dignity intact; being the men they are, it's impossible for me to see them any other way. I'm happy to hear it worked for you. And as far as saving the story,how could I mind? :-) Thanks again for the really lovely comments!

Summary: A very rainy shore leave, and a very stubborn spock.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3485 Read Count: 3872
[Report This] Published: 09/28/2008 Updated: 09/28/2008
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 05/28/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Though the rain slumbers

Wow.  This was actually a very beautiful story.  Its imagery was so poignant and I could feel the depth of their feeling.  Your descriptions were so excellent, and the phrasing of the sentences was amazing.  There was a gentleness about the story that I fell in love with immediately.  Thank you so much for posting this.  I'm putting it in my favorites.

Sharing the Sunlight by Jenna Sinclair Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 43]
Summary: Novel in a prologue and seventeen chapters
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: None
Series: Sharing the Sunlight
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 170707 Read Count: 230663
[Report This] Published: 10/04/2008 Updated: 11/18/2008
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10/09/2009 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue

This has got to be the most beautiful love story I have ever read. Thank you so ver much.

Christmas in Riverside by Amanda Warrington Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 17]
Summary:

An unscheduled visit to Earth over the holidays provides Kirk with an opportunity to introduce Spock to his mom. Her assumption about the nature of their relationship causes the men to recognize their true feelings for each other.  Then the flirting begins... Written for the K/S 2008 Advent Calendar.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16226 Read Count: 21357
[Report This] Published: 12/24/2008 Updated: 12/24/2008
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 01/09/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Christmas in Riverside

I read this all the way through and then let out a big "Awwww!"  It was truly beautiful.  Oblivous!Jim and Oblivious!Spock are made for each other, and I'm glad they made it together.  Gods, but they make a beautiful couple, and you captured their love perfectly.  Thank you for posting this so much!

Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 01/09/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Christmas in Riverside

I read this all the way through and then let out a big "Awwww!"  It was truly beautiful.  Oblivious!Jim and Oblivious!Spock are made for each other, and I'm glad they made it together.  Gods, but they make a beautiful couple, and you captured their love perfectly.  Thank you for posting this so much!

Too Long a Time by Anna Amuse Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 13]
Summary:

At the moment when things started to look promising again, the time is cut short. A part of the Absolute Horizon storyline, major parts of which are not written yet. Sequel to Da Capo al Coda.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: Absolute Horizon
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4621 Read Count: 4978
[Report This] Published: 04/23/2009 Updated: 04/23/2009
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 01/21/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Too Long a Time

Oh!  Oh mercy, this was just as sad!  Please tell me this continues in some way shape or form.  I would hate to think this is end of it all.  I want more!  You did a terrific job with these stories and I'm glad you posted them for us to read.  I'm honored, actually, to have read them.  Thank you.  And now...more please??



Author's Response:

It does continue, you can check out my FFN account if you're curious. I never uploaded the stories to this site, because K/S are mostly implied there. And I have to warn you that this storyline gets easier, if you please, but the sadness lingers. Don't blame me, blame canon.

Thank you for reading. :)

Verbal Jump-Rope by Ragdoll Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 10]
Summary:

At the end of the movie, the older Spock did not seek out his younger self and encourage him to stay on the Enterprise. It falls to Jim to convince him. This is how he does it. In other words, how to outfox a fox, when the fox is a Vulcan.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4651 Read Count: 6257
[Report This] Published: 05/18/2009 Updated: 05/18/2009
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 07/08/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Story

YAY!  YAY YAY YAY!  Jim does his damnedest to stop Spock and Spock turns right around and demands answers, which leads to all kinds of tasty scenarios!  You did wonderful.  Your wording was excellent ("Crap. Crap again.  Crap on Admiral Archer's dog, and any other dog in the nearby vicinity too") and I enjoyed your story beyond all telling.  Thank you so much!



Author's Response:

Haha, I'm glad you like the prose and the wit!  This was one of my first stories and it really got me into the characters.  Glad you enjoyed it!  Thanks!

A Moment of Our Silence by Keelywolfe Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 22]
Summary:

Trek2009 verse: At the end of the movie, Jim Kirk can't let go that easily.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3302 Read Count: 14468
[Report This] Published: 05/19/2009 Updated: 05/19/2009
Reviewer: ForgottenOne Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 03/01/2011 Title: Chapter 1: A Moment of Our Silence

I read this quite a while ago, and I don't remember if I gave a review at the time.  If I didn't, I should be shot.  This is an excellent piece, it captures the desperation of Jim and Spock so well.  Taking out their pain and agony on each other the only way they can handle it.  I've read countless stories of Jim and Spock being physically together for numerous reasons, but this story has always haunted me.  "I just need to feel."  I've been there.  You portrayed this so well.  Thank you for posting this.