Penname: sundara [Contact] Real name:
Member Since: 06/23/2009
Membership status: Member
Bio:

An avid Trek fan from day one in 1966, it continually gratifies me to see how ubiquitous Star Trek and its elements have become in our cultures. And now, with two going on three reboot movies, it is truly the myth that defines our post-modern, space-capable world.


My wishes will be complete the day that TPTB have main characters in a variety of relationships as a normal process, not just the current one man/one woman standard, but varieties embracing the true IDIC meaning. 


Meanwhile, until the cultural norm shifts and catches up to those of us way ahead of them, thanks to all the writers who keep adding bit by bit to the weight of IDIC in our culture with their visions of love--for all.


And most especially for Jim Kirk and Spock 😊


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Favorite Stories
An Unimagined Destiny by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 36]
Summary:

This story's been eating me for awhile, and a reader just asked me about it, so....

This is a sequel to An Unexpected Journey. You don't have to read the first story to read this one, but things will make better sense if you do.

 

Be ready for a bit of a wild ride.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Chris Pike, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek, Scott, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10556 Read Count: 10271
[Report This] Published: 03/07/2014 Updated: 06/05/2019
Comments: Hopefully wil be updated/even finished soon. Love the first story.
Distant War by KaraStorm Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 44]
Summary:

Fourth story in the Colony War Series. Kirk is going off on assignment to the biggest trouble spot in the Federation and Spock must navigate Starfleet Academy and his high priest training on his own. Lightly AU universe. Spock is 19-20 years old. Kirk is 25.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Amanda, McCoy, Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Erotica, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Explicit violence
Series: Colony War
Chapters: 44 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 143547 Read Count: 20079
[Report This] Published: 10/06/2016 Updated: 02/19/2020
Comments: Hopefully waiting for the rest. 
For the Love of a Child by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 398]
Summary:

This is a reponse to Samantha-Kathy's challenge (and apparently Manganra has a similar one as well): Spock Prime Raises Kirk. Spock goes through the wormhole after Nero, but the Kelvin destroys Nero and his ship, being destroyed in the process. Baby Jim is orphaned, and a mysterious Vulcan named Selik adopts him. Vulcan isn't destroyed, and Selik raises Jim there, so Jim knows more about Vulcans than many humans do. He also has some mind powers--and he joins Starfleet and meets a certain Vulcan named Spock.

 


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Amanda, Original Character(s), Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Character Study, Established Relationship, First Time, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: Spock Prime raises Kirk
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 42491 Read Count: 239695
[Report This] Published: 09/12/2012 Updated: 07/22/2017
Comments: WIP, follow for new chapters
Getting To Know by Rae Trail Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 13]
Summary:

Kirk confesses his feelings to Spock while trying to deal with his psychological rape by the Dolman of Elaas.

First published in the K/S Online Festival, 2001.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Character Study, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9731 Read Count: 9001
[Report This] Published: 02/24/2013 Updated: 02/24/2013
Comments: Alien Spock! It's a miracle!
Hearts and Minds by lah_mrh Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 16]
Summary:

When the Enterprise encounters a ship caught in the Nexus, their rescue attempt beams aboard someone unexpected; Kirk Prime. Kirk and Spock are forced to confront what their counterparts' relationship might mean for their own.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: ST:TOS Original Universe
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34364 Read Count: 17672
[Report This] Published: 03/06/2010 Updated: 03/06/2010
Comments: Love this premise.
How High the Moon by kyliselle Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 41]
Summary:

After the destruction of Vulcan, Spock shielded his mind to protect it from his broken bond with T'Pring. Little did he know another bond had already formed in its place. A fill for a prompt for soulbonding (full prompt inside).


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 38757 Read Count: 80466
[Report This] Published: 02/24/2011 Updated: 02/24/2011
Comments: The one where Spock doesn't know he's bonded to Jim, and sucks the life from him before they come together.
Letters by JackHawksmoor Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Kirk writes, Spock helps


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Erotica
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4134 Read Count: 5411
[Report This] Published: 10/24/2005 Updated: 10/24/2005
Comments: Spare but powerful. I love your perspective on Kirk and Spock...not run of the mill.
Never Let Me Go by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 88]
Summary:

Oh, crap; I did it again. I need to quit browsing the Challenges page. I picked up this challnege of the same name, which goes like this:

Jim Kirk never went to Starfleet, instead he finds himself in San Francisco trying to earn enough to live, but *gasp* he's pregnant with a child he has no means of supporting. 

Whether the conception of the child was consensual or not can be up to you, but the point is that though Jim WANTS to keep it, he is unable. 

Cue the wealthy diplomat’s son Spock of Vulcan and his gorgeous lover Nyota Uhura who are looking to adopt. 

I would like to see a slowly developing relationship between James and Spock as the Vulcan slowly realizes that Jim is desperate to keep the child but unable. Would like to see lots of hurt/comfort as they slowly gain trust and later love. 

I will "tweak" this some, because I always do. Get ready for Juno in Space, folks!


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Amanda, McCoy, Original Character(s), T'Pring, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Character Study, Erotica, First Time, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: Never let go....
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 18966 Read Count: 26453
[Report This] Published: 10/17/2014 Updated: 03/20/2016
Comments: WIP...
One on a Side, Two Together by JackHawksmoor Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

A landing party almost never starts out as an obvious disaster. (written for the 2017 T'hy'la Big Bang)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Scott
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17580 Read Count: 2115
[Report This] Published: 06/10/2019 Updated: 06/10/2019
Comments: d84;a039;
Reminiscence by M E Carter Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 15]
Summary:

In every life - in most of them, at least - there comes a time when it occurs to us to wonder how we have managed to arrive at who and what and where we are.

Admiral James T. Kirk looks back over a long and eventful life.

First published 1996 in the print zine T'hy'la #17.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17902 Read Count: 2161
[Report This] Published: 05/14/2014 Updated: 05/14/2014
Comments: One of my top five all time favorite TOS stories.
Restraint by Jean Lightfoot Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

After Vulcan, Kirk and Spock begin to explore every aspect of their love for each other. It seemed easy--in the beginning. But each had needs the other did not understand.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Bondage, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42397 Read Count: 11689
[Report This] Published: 06/01/2008 Updated: 06/01/2008
Comments: Fabulous insights and excellent use of plot to further the relationship make this an outstanding story in every respect.
Royals by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 16]
Summary:

This is inspired by (although not based on) the song of the same name. I got to wondering how Jim would deal with all of the ceremonial aspects of Spock's social position.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, Humor, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3645 Read Count: 5304
[Report This] Published: 03/14/2014 Updated: 03/14/2014
Comments: LOLOLOLOL
Sea Change by barbaralbs Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

After their return to the 23rd century, Kirk waits in confinement for his disciplinary hearing while Spock works with Gillian Taylor to acclimate the whales to their new home and prepare for Gracie‘s delivery. Kirk and Spock are both troubled to realize there are parts of Spock’s memory that continue to be inaccessible – but answers lie in unexpected places. (This story takes place toward the end of Star Trek: The Voyage Home. ) Originally published in 1987 in the print fanzine Nome # 10.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Gillian Taylor
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 38473 Read Count: 4529
[Report This] Published: 04/19/2018 Updated: 04/19/2018
Comments: Beautiful ST4 story
Ship of Dreams by LonaMyLona Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 198]
Summary: WOO HOO! THIS FIC IS FINISHED!

In the wake of The Enterprise Incident, Kirk and Spock are asked to undertake an even more dangerous mission: bringing down an arm of the Orion Syndicate. This mission requires them to go deeply undercover for an undetermined length of time, Jim as a slave trader, Spock as a slave. Only a few key higher-ups in the Federation are in on the plot. In order to get the entire galaxy to believe they're serious, Jim sells Spock into slavery and goes rogue as a slave runner with the core of his crew, who are all hunted as outlaws by the rest of the Federation.

Before they part, Spock establishes a link between his mind and Jim's, so at least they won't be alone in their own personal hells, and can coordinate together to bring down the Syndicate. Nevertheless, their new roles push them both to their limits. On their quest for personal and intergalactic freedom, the crew discovers just what they are capable of, and Kirk and Spock learn how much they mean to each other.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s), Romulan Commander
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, Erotica, First Time, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Slave fic
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 176214 Read Count: 140639
[Report This] Published: 08/10/2011 Updated: 01/23/2012
Comments: Well done...excellent character insights and inner dialogue 
The Art of Love by Rae Trail Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 14]
Summary:

Kirk woos Spock.

Originally published in the e-zine Side by Side, Special Issue #3 in 2003.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Character Study, First Time, Fluff, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4876 Read Count: 5098
[Report This] Published: 02/28/2013 Updated: 02/28/2013
Comments: It's so them! And so hot.
Summary: Turns out Jim Kirk's more than meets the eye, genetically speaking. There are a lot of consequences, mostly for Spock and his sanity.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel, McCoy, Sarek, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6177 Read Count: 6463
[Report This] Published: 05/13/2011 Updated: 05/13/2011
Comments: OMG! Kirk as part Vulcan! What a fantastic trope.
The Man Who Fell to Earth by louiseb Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 14]
Summary:

"Friendship and pain. He hasn't always thought of them as connected. He'd spent so long looking for the subtleties he'd missed the obvious; open is just another word for vulnerable." 

Post TWOK and Kirk has lost everything that matters to him. He seeks to escape from his memories and from a guilt that haunts him but has to deal with an unwelcome visitor. A mixture of angst and flashback. This is about friendship and grief. It's not overtly slash and it does feature Chapel -- you have been warned.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16116 Read Count: 37771
[Report This] Published: 02/24/2013 Updated: 03/03/2013
Comments: Evocative, painful. Beautifully written. 
Two Is Company by Anna Amuse Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 14]
Summary:

Shore leave after a tough mission. Everyone seems happy to get a break. Save the Captain. Just fluff, really. There should be a warning just for that.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8460 Read Count: 10587
[Report This] Published: 08/04/2009 Updated: 08/04/2009
Comments: Love the pacing, the characterizations, the balance of wistful and sad with love and lust. Very very nice.