Summary: I don't even have to come up with plots anymore; my fans are doing it for me. A reader named Millsey wanted the following:
Kirk meets Spock, massive mutual attraction, nothing new here, could be set in TOS or STXI, no matter. BUT there's one major sticking point: Kirk, although lusting after Spock like hell, is doing his best to suppress his feelings, because he's only ever been with a guy once, when he was 18 and a freshman at Starfleet Academy, and the experience was totally horrendous. And it was, of course, with our dear darling Gary.
Gary, being a total jackass and in his senior year at the time (aged 21), befriends Kirk with the sole intention of bedding him. Maybe he's just jealous of Kirk, and wants to get one over on him. Kirk's only ever been with girls up to that point, and even though he's felt an attraction to men before, has never acted on it. Gary seduces Kirk (maybe deliberately gets him drunk). Needless to say, egomaniac Gary is only interested in getting his own rocks off, so he screws Kirk and ends up hurting him quite badly.
To make matters worse, Gary (being a total asshole, did I mention that??), taunts Kirk afterwards. Kirk is so traumatised by all of this that he (apparently) loses any sexual interest in men. (He can't get any real satisfaction out of being with women, either, poor baby...) But then there's Spock. He starts to fantasise about the Vulcan. Not that he wants to.
In this context, we need a confident, experienced, patient Spock who helps Kirk to get over his shitty first time.
Please note that thanks to Gary (who really is a jerk), there is a date rape in this piece, although I 'softened' it as much as possible.
So here we are. I'm labeling this TOS, although it's not quite canon. But it's close enough for jazz. Enjoy, and thanks, Millsey.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: Gary Mitchell
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash,
Kirk/Spock SlashOther Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst,
First Time,
Hurt/ComfortTrope (OPTIONAL): Bottom KirkUniverse: ST:TOS Original UniverseWarnings: Abuse,
Non-consensual sex
Series: None
Chapters: 1
Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 8652
Read Count: 16301