Penname: AshayaTReldai [Contact] Real name:
Member Since: 02/19/2013
Membership status: Member
Bio:

30 something, owned by a cat, fell head over heels for Captain Janeway and the Voyager crew in May 2012, found my way back to TOS, now a complete devotee of K/S.


 


 


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Stories by AshayaTReldai
All I want for Christmas by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 26]
Summary:

Written for the K/S Advent Challenge 2013, for the  prompt: Young!Spock comes to Earth for the first time during the winter (maybe Amanda wanted to visit relatives for holidays/Sarek had an ambassadorial obligation). He finds absolutely nothing redeeming about Earth's frigid weather and can't understand why the human children, and even adults, seem to find it charming. That is, until a young Jim hijacks Spock's winter vacation and changes his mind.

I have manipulated the prompt somewhat: both Spock and Jim wish for something for Christmas - and get it.

 

Warning: This story does contain references to the abuse and maltreatment of a child.

 

With many thanks to davidpierreseb9 on livejournal for beta-ing this story.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25956 Read Count: 17357
[Report This] Published: 12/10/2013 Updated: 12/10/2013
All the lessons in life... by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 65]
Summary:

On a cold, wet, miserable planet, a cold, wet, miserable Vulcan adopts a kitten. What life lessons will the kitten teach two grown humanoids who can only hiss and spit at each other?

Takes place after STID.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: First Time, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 50612 Read Count: 34257
[Report This] Published: 07/20/2013 Updated: 08/19/2013
Among the Stars by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

A light interlude, sequel to At the Last, the next in the Among the Stars series.

Kirk and Spock grow accustomed to their bond.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, Fluff
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Among the Stars
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 23415 Read Count: 7061
[Report This] Published: 06/13/2013 Updated: 06/16/2013
Summary:

A response to the bond of purity challenge by sunshine, which runs as follows:

Your typical angsty relationship story with Kirk and Spock coming together at the end to bond, with the challenge being no sex takes part up to and including the bonding (no accidental bond!). Kirk always goes to sex first. Can this love transcend sex for that key moment? Can the bond itself be enough to fulfill his soul and take his breath away?


Of course the happy couple will likely have TONS of sex in their future (or even in the epilogue), but it would be interesting to see a 'first time' style story that doesn't rely on lust to bring them together or orgasm to cement a bond.


I am modifying this a little and making a bit bigger deal out of the meld vs sex thing, as you will see... This story spans the last two years of the first five year mission, and takes us through to the first two years of the second five year mission, including Gol and the V'Ger crisis... A little bit of angst, no (or little) violence, and mostly sweetness and light. A contrast to the other stories I'm currently working on... 

There will be three chapters, tops.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: bond of purity
Series: Responses to Challenges
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31557 Read Count: 6122
[Report This] Published: 05/14/2014 Updated: 08/28/2014
At the last by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 23]
Summary:

The next installment in the Among the Stars series.

Spock's Time is drawing near and a bonding is imminent. But an away mission gone awry and a divided people threaten the pairing.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: Among the Stars
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 49578 Read Count: 9606
[Report This] Published: 05/04/2013 Updated: 05/30/2013
Away by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Generations never happened. Jim ages, and Spock is left to watch time's ravage of his beloved.

 

A meditation on death and mortality.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6702 Read Count: 601
[Report This] Published: 12/02/2014 Updated: 12/02/2014
Batter My Heart by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 46]
Summary:

Spock is captured on a politically perilous away mission and violently tortured. The nascent bond he now shares with his Captain is tested. Kirk and the Enterprise crew must unravel webs of deceit and betrayal before Spock can be rescued. But will he ever be fully healed?

 

This is the next in the Among the Stars series, and follows the story Among the Stars.

Please take note of the warnings.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Pon Farr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: Among the Stars
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 47476 Read Count: 20304
[Report This] Published: 07/03/2013 Updated: 01/31/2015
Betrayal by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Written in response to a prompt posted in a comment on another of my stories by borderlinecrazy on AO3:

I'd love to see a Kirk cheats and has to be forgiven, especially with the difficulties of fighting a both emotionally hurt and logically untrusting Spock to earn back their relationship.

Betrayal: the sword which divides soul from katra. Betrayal: inescapable. After being emphatically rejected by James Kirk along with the child they share, Spock succeeds in the kolinahr. Years later, Spock meets with a broken Kirk, and so begins a painful journey of rediscovery and reunion.

 

Written for the T'hy'la Big Bang 2016 on tumblr.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Dubious consent, Explicit violence, Major character death, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75092 Read Count: 5913
[Report This] Published: 02/14/2016 Updated: 02/14/2016
Broken Gifts by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 24]
Summary:

In an AU wherein Vulcan is only just being persuaded of the rightness of logic, a golden human is gifted to Spock of Vulcan - a gift at first not accepted, then forced on him. A broken gift. A gift which will break him in turn...

 

Slave-fic. I have loaded it up with warnings, so be warned. 


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Hurt Kirk, Pon Farr, Slave fic
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Dominance/submission, Dubious consent, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 40336 Read Count: 47073
[Report This] Published: 08/20/2013 Updated: 09/17/2013
Congratulations, Captain by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Written for the soldiergirl's challengeSummary: TOS-verse. I'd like to see Spock getting promoted to Captain. Military tradition has the spouse or significant other pinning on the promotee's new rank, often followed with a reserved kiss. I'm thinking a Vulcan kiss here. :) Thanks to whoever takes up this challenge - I just realized that I'd never seen a fic tackle this. 


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: None
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: "Congratulations, Captain"
Series: Responses to Challenges
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3014 Read Count: 2703
[Report This] Published: 12/21/2013 Updated: 12/21/2013
Summary:

On a Vulcan conquered by Terrans five hundred years ago, a child of two worlds is born. His destiny - to unite the conquerors and the conquered, to demonstrate that unity is possible, to heal in himself that which was broken, to restore what he did not take - lies heavy on his shoulders. Despised by Vulcan and Terran alike, one friendship will remain as a beacon of hope shining in the darkness, a light that will guide and lead him in the way, a light to shine brightly on his path. A love which is destined to be.

 

Please note the warnings: there are a number of dark themes this story will explore in its course - but it will end in the light!


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Amanda, Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Chan or underage sexuality, Dubious consent, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 182622 Read Count: 14740
[Report This] Published: 02/04/2014 Updated: 04/06/2016
Draw back your bow by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9]
Summary:

Written for the KSValentine Challenge 2014 on livejournal, for the prompt:

Jim's annoyed Cupid. So to get him back, he fires an arrow at Spock, who then pursues Jim all around the ship. In the end Jim gives in and discovers a side to Spock he never dreamed of. All is sweetness and light (and Cupid is most pissed at his plan backfiring). Cupid could be Q...

Just a bit of fluff, really.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: ST:VOY
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Fluff, Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10739 Read Count: 3279
[Report This] Published: 02/02/2014 Updated: 02/02/2014
Drawing Closer Patterns by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

This story is woven around the TOS episode Journey to Babel. Spock deals with the fallout of recognising his emotions, and Kirk learns something about Vulcan touch...

 

This is the third story in the Among the Stars series.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Among the Stars
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10310 Read Count: 2505
[Report This] Published: 04/17/2013 Updated: 04/17/2013
For better, for worse by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9]
Summary:

Spock and Jim, with a little help from an Old Friend, navigate the twists and turns of life.

 

With a nod to CMM for the use of a certain piece of... fabric.

The third in the Vows series.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, Fluff, Humor, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Vows
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5453 Read Count: 848
[Report This] Published: 03/11/2015 Updated: 03/11/2015
For richer, for poorer by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

The perfect holiday on Risa is overshadowed by Spock's nightmare memories of Jim's death. Jim, being Jim, comes up with a solution.

Next in the Vows  series.

Inspired by John Legend's song All of me, and TechnoRanma's beautiful artwork.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Vows
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4891 Read Count: 801
[Report This] Published: 09/23/2015 Updated: 09/23/2015
Summary:

On an away mission Spock is given insight into how to free the golden bird from his cage.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Character Study, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7806 Read Count: 4029
[Report This] Published: 11/28/2013 Updated: 11/28/2013
From this day forward by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Written for the K/S Advent Challenge 2014 for the following prompt:

Kirk hates the Holidays (never had a good one in his childhood) and has no plans to attend the staff New Year's party. After nagging from Bones didn't change his mind, it comes down to Spock to logically point out to his captain all the benefits the crew will derive from their captain joining in. Kirk reluctantly attends and Spock sticks steadfastly at his side. Kirk realizes at the end of the night that he actually enjoyed it (mostly thanks to Spock's company). When Spock accompanies Kirk to his cabin and invites himself in, Spock unexpectedly produces a sprig of mistletoe and suggests (logically) that the evening isn't complete until the final tradition is observed.

 


Beta'ed by the lovely plyushka on AO3.

The second story in the series Vows.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Vows
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4229 Read Count: 1092
[Report This] Published: 12/14/2014 Updated: 12/14/2014
Fruit of the Tree by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

A response to the Challenge: Adam's Apple by SoldierGirl.

Based on "The Apple". Kirk and Spock are observed in a tender moment by a pair of Vaal's keepers. 


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Chan or underage sexuality, Dubious consent
Challenges: Adam's Apple
Series: Responses to Challenges
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3981 Read Count: 862
[Report This] Published: 08/18/2015 Updated: 08/18/2015
Hold my broken heart gently by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

Poem, published in the zine for KiSCon2015.


Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 103 Read Count: 282
[Report This] Published: 11/03/2015 Updated: 11/03/2015
I Drove All Night by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Inspired by T’Lara’s vid I Drove All Night, which premiered at KiSCon 2015 and had many of us screaming in delight. Someone had to fix Generations! And T'Lara did it.


Spock enters the Nexus to be reunited with his bondmate.


A gift for you, T'Lara! With unbounded thanks to Amanda Warrington for her brilliant beta reading efforts


Written for the KS Advent Challenge 2015.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Crossover, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5361 Read Count: 682
[Report This] Published: 12/01/2015 Updated: 12/01/2015