Penname: Vulcan Lover [Contact] Real name: Bethany
Member Since: 10/18/2011
Membership status: Member
Bio:

I found this site, and thought I would add my few Kirk/Spock fics... Mostly, I write SG1: Jack/Daniel (have a page on A52)...


I also do 'walls' (computer art using screencaps) and music videos - Not got any clips of my own as yet, but  editting done with the clips I glean off the net is ALWAYS careful not to take anything more than the bare clip itself!


My Kirk/Spock fics are few at the moment, but I want to write more!


I'm so glad that I am a fan of the Trek:Reboot that is Trek:XI!!! I wasn't sure I would be, but, thank God, it didn't trample all over known character facts! So, I am a fan of both the world of XI, and of Classic Trek! Yippee!!! My fics so far, could be set in either universe, to be honest..!


 


There are SO many brilliant stories, and authors, on here... Sorry if I don't always finish reading a series though - I just deleted a review I found for a story I'd read up to chapter 3 - to that point, I liked it. Now, looking at it, it's taken a bit of too much a dark turn for me. I'm not very brave with what I will or won't read - I have a few issues! Part of what I'm trying to say is, if it weren't for my worries, I'd probably be a Beta Reader here, as so much great work gets done; the majority here is of great talent! I don't judge people who write darker stories than mine - I don't know what or why they're working through - Writing is therapy for us all! Probably shouldn't admit that, but it's pretty darn obvious really!!!


 


 


 


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Stories by Vulcan Lover
Being In Love - Unconditional Love? by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 2] New!
Summary:

This story (which I have now done my usual and annoying trick of adding a few bits to when I could have sworn I had already typed everything I want to say!) was written because of reactions to feedback I sent to a brilliant story by Larmrh. First of all, my feedback, and thus, the kind of person I am, and the life I actually lead, and thoroughly enjoy, was misunderstood. Then, even after peace was made, I still felt I should, perhaps explain myself more, as I still felt a bit understood. Like, for instance, should I call myself gay, or Bisexual? If people require a label of me, what should it be? I am more gay than Bi, but Bisexual recognition is a part of my make up (no. I don't hide behind it. I'm not using the word 'make up' in that sense!)  - It's a genetic or brain chemistry or reason for being put on this Earth kind of make up which, I confess, is contradictory - but not made up or put on. Just contradictory, and unless you're me, or my soul mate (my wife), it is hard to fully understand, I know that.

 Also, in the real world, it might be too difficult for real in love kind of love to be unconditional, but that is, I think, what it is our responsibility to each other to aspire to...When people profess to be in love, then, sex becomes making love, and making love becomes more than a nice way to console each other, or a fun way to pass the time with a F**K BUDDY that you've grown accustomed to, it becomes a way of communicating your soul deep love to this wonderful person whom you know is worthy and needing your love... I know. I know. Too sappy, and what some will consider not just unrealistic because it's rare, but unrealistic altogether. I admit, it might be unworkable for one reason or another, not least because we are only human (or humanoid!) but, without wanting to preach, it's my personal opinion that we do have a responsibility to each other and the world in general, to aspire to it (unconditiomal love between one basically  good soul and another) especially if we claim that we are married and in love.

Hence, I've written a story which I admit starts similarly to Larmrh's 'Sex and Sexuality' but it isn't the same, and it tries to say what I was getting at in my comments which were questioned by some. Not that sexuality can be changed, and that there's no difference between a homosexual man or woman fancying (and more than fancying) another man or woman, and a Bisexual man fancying another man, or a Bisexual woman fancying another woman - Neither do I think that, as was alluded to, homosexuality and gender swap are similar to an injured or disabled person asking their partner to still find their body sexually attractive, unless of course, your genitalia have been attacked by hormonally affecting illness, or equally form changing injury. I'm simply saying that love after initial lust should create a lust of another kind, that exists beyond changes out of either partner's control. Wouldn't you still want, desperately, to make your partner feel loved, soul deep?  In that sense, I think there is a link between our bodies on this Earth, and our souls while they are on this Earth. Beauty is not skin deep, and neither should sexual love be - not once it has settled into a person's soul. Your partner still needs you, and a way to be together in body, and in soul, should at least be searched for.

 

KS turmoil, pining, angst, and love... It deals with love, and profound truths. It's about how the need for sex, where you look for love and how you find it, combine, when you are truly in love - and yet, it tries not to be 'magical' about the metaphysical realities of sexual function at its most potently urging extent. (No. This is not trying to be a Mills and Boon novel!). What does for one, does not do for every one else in the line, that is undisputed - and, yet, our bodies can always throw us for a loop, one way or the other. They give us unespected things to deal with, as well as things that can be relied upon. Can we make the two co-exist if we are, for whatever reason, called to?

How does all this come into question for Kirk and Spock? How do they deal with all it entails? Jim has always craved sex, and that in itself, doesn't go away. Spock can live without sex, if he must, but even he would rather not; this is, in equal measure, for his, and Jim's, sake - and there will come a time when he, Spock, literally, cannot continue to live without sex What do all of these factors, mean for, and do to, their relationship? They are both somewhat nervous about what is going to happen, and what might not happen... And yet, Love does have a part to play. The question is, can it save the day?

 

THIS IS SET IN AN AU, WHERE JIM IS BISEXUAL, AND SPOCK IS HOMOSEXUAL. IN THIS REALITY, HE HAS NOT HAD ANY KIND OF ROMANTIC AFFECTIONS FOR LEILA,ZARABETH, OR THE ROMULAN FEMALE COMMANDER, NOR ANY OTHER FEMALE...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship, Genderswap, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2168 Read Count: 144
[Report This] Published: 01/30/2016 Updated: 01/30/2016
Belonging In Love by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Final Frontier era Jim and Spock, in bed together - and, being honest. (Scent based slight kink mentioned)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: None
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Established Relationship, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Bottom Spock
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2292 Read Count: 830
[Report This] Published: 04/13/2015 Updated: 04/14/2015
Bittersweet by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Spock and McCoy meet while they are both still grieving for Jim. It's the 24th Century, as far as the timeline goes. They talk. They grieve; they both know it. One warning for language - another because this is about Jim being dead.

 

Just added a line & fixed a typo (I know. I do re-read before posting as well!)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1495 Read Count: 610
[Report This] Published: 06/07/2014 Updated: 06/09/2014
Summary:

Jim begins an ongoing confession to Spock, one that has a very happy ending..!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, MPREG
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6748 Read Count: 20744
[Report This] Published: 03/05/2012 Updated: 03/15/2012
Summary:

In a departure from my usual style and topics; I give you these two stories, which sit firmly on the fence, with certain leanings, about a certain theory amongst KS fanfic fans who note proudly the bond between our trio of heroes at the forefront: Kirk, Spock, and McCoy... In real life, I don't think threesome relationships, or relations, are that smart an idea, leading to jealousy and other problems - but, in fiction, and in an 'alien' culture, it can make for both hot and heartfelt, intriguing (!) reading... Hope I've achieved that with this story. One chapter cheeky and happy and hot - the other just as intense, but not at all happy in ending... Up to you whether you consider it TOS, Abrams-verse, or an AU of either - but it's not Mirror Verse.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Established Relationship, First Time, Humor, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 553 Read Count: 330
[Report This] Published: 10/26/2015 Updated: 10/26/2015
Cabin Fever by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

Jim and Spock on Shore Leave (on Earth) - a much needed break for Jim - which he asked Spock to accompany him on...

 

JUST added a line & fixed a typo!!Thanks for the feedback so far!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 881 Read Count: 2006
[Report This] Published: 06/11/2012 Updated: 06/12/2012
Summary:

Some shore-leave erotica and fluff, flavoured like a strong caribbean rum and cocktail (!)...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, Established Relationship, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 451 Read Count: 1076
[Report This] Published: 08/06/2012 Updated: 08/06/2012
Summary:

A romantic Christmas story...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: First Time, Fluff, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 557 Read Count: 1532
[Report This] Published: 11/07/2011 Updated: 11/07/2011
Closest Friends... by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstar [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

McCoy talks some sense in to Jim...


Categories: Ficlets
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Fluff, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 311 Read Count: 1008
[Report This] Published: 03/01/2012 Updated: 03/01/2012
Combined by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

Kirk reasures Spock... Inspired by two of my earlier stories, mostly 'A Handy Bukhead and a Green Wrap (Let's Make Use of How They Inspire Us So, My Beloved)'


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Hurt Spock
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 396 Read Count: 278
[Report This] Published: 11/12/2015 Updated: 11/12/2015
Summary:

Just fixed the typos and added a word in! Hopefully, this story is Hotter now! Thanks, if you've read it, and you're welcome to read it again, if you wish!!!

In somewhat answer to one of SoldierGirl's Challenges (Come Home, Baby - I think that's what it's called)... I couldn't, in a way that totally rung true, make Jim have it off with the woman before coming home to find Spock ready to sex him up (!), but I have at least mentioned a date with a Princess. Also, in my back catalogue, I have written a story where Jim goes out, has some het sex, then, about an hour later, ends up having gay sex with Spock! That storyline is in the second of my two (otherwise unrelated) stories called 'Love'... For now though, here's Spock, saying to Jim, whatever happens in the future, whomever Starfleet might like you to bang, whomever might take your fancy or might take a fancy to you, 'Come Home To Me, Baby' (He doesn't say those words, but, believe me, he tells it to Jim like it is; like he wants it, like they both want it!!! I also vaguely remember a challenge requesting that Jim Top from the Bottom. He does so in this fic!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: Baby, Come Home
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1211 Read Count: 752
[Report This] Published: 12/11/2013 Updated: 12/11/2013
Comfort by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

A KS & TNG crossover. The very first chapter of this IS a Het story. Deanna & Picard, before the episode 'Family'. The rest of this series will be mm slash -  5Chapters of KS (1 which includes Deanna Troi talking with Jim), and one Will Riker/Picard (which mentions KS, and talks, in past tense of Will&Deanna, and even further back, of brief Picard&Deanna)...

 

In my AU timeline, the episode of TNG called Rascals did not happen as we saw it - Therefore, Picard never, ever called Riker 'Dad' (for any reason!) - So, there is nothing creepy about this story!!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: ST:TNG
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Crossover
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6518 Read Count: 774
[Report This] Published: 06/26/2014 Updated: 06/26/2014
Coming Together With You by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Set, to my mind, around the time approaching, or in the final few days of mission after, 'The Undiscovered Country'...

Something so sensual, rejuvinating, and yes, sexual, that both Jim and Spock allowed themselves to indulge in with one another, and now, in continuing to allow it to happen between them, they know it is an act of acknowledgement for them both...


Categories: Ficlets
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 233 Read Count: 694
[Report This] Published: 04/02/2013 Updated: 04/02/2013
Confiding In You by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Spock confides in Jim, after decades of knowing and loving one another. They have sex together for the first time. The second chapter is a while later, and talks of Pon Farr. The third Chapter is later still, not onboard Enterprise, and about retirement and ongoing love.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Established Relationship, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Bottom Spock, Pon Farr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2663 Read Count: 1307
[Report This] Published: 09/23/2015 Updated: 10/05/2015
Summary:

An answer to a challenge by SoldierGirl (Jim pinning the rank on Spock at his Captaincy Ceremony)...

Steamy romance ensues after a wonderful moment, when both men are at different points in their lives, yet as in love as ever, & finally brave enough to say it.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, First Time, Fluff, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: "Congratulations, Captain"
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 847 Read Count: 1517
[Report This] Published: 10/17/2013 Updated: 10/28/2013
Crying Out by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstar [Reviews - 8]
Summary:

Set some time during Spock's recovery after he is brought back to life truly, he finds himself in tears and turns to Jim... Pre or Post The Voyage Home Mission, but, around (and all about) then...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel, McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2309 Read Count: 2400
[Report This] Published: 04/01/2012 Updated: 11/22/2015
Summary:

SAT HERE And RE-READ my own story, as it is, here, on the archive. MORE steamy, raunchy detail occurred to me. It is NOW added.

 

On the eve before Spock's Birthday, Jim makes Spock entirely the focus of evermore intense lovemaking between the two of them.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, Established Relationship, Fluff, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Spock
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1201 Read Count: 816
[Report This] Published: 08/07/2014 Updated: 08/07/2014
Destiny In A Night Time by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

AU Amoke Time. Pon Farr. Jim and Spock HOT.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Pon Farr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1299 Read Count: 947
[Report This] Published: 10/22/2014 Updated: 10/22/2014
Don't Give Up (?) by Vulcan Lover Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2] New!
Summary:

Jim all but entirely admits his love for Spock to their mutual friend, McCoy.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1616 Read Count: 106
[Report This] Published: 02/10/2016 Updated: 02/10/2016
Elevating! by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

In their newly built San Francisco home, Kirk and Spock 'get stuck in' (their own domestic turbolift!)...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, Established Relationship, Fluff, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 610 Read Count: 888
[Report This] Published: 10/18/2012 Updated: 10/18/2012