Penname: CarminaVulcana [Contact] Real name: Ankur Dang
Member Since: 02/20/2017
Membership status: Member
Bio:

Playlist for Finding Spock, Part 1


1. Amanda’s Lament: Smaointe by Enya
2. Yearning for past- Sarek: The First Year by Tajdar Junaid
3. Spock’s dreams: Celtic Violin - Down by the Sally Gardens - Strings, Harp and Tin Whistle
4. A Father’s wishes- Sarek and Spock: The Seal Lullaby by Eric Whitacre
5. Amanda’s faith: Cantique De Jean Racine by Faure
6. The plight of T’Pring: I am not yours by Z. Randall Stroope
7. Gurokh and Ishok- Parallel Lines: Sonbahar by Yansimalar
8. Ishok’s torment: My Immortal instrumental cover by Lindsey Stirling
9. Spock’s heart: Moonlight by Yiruma
10. Amanda’s lullaby: You are Mine by David Haas
11. Sarek’s love: River flows in you by Yiruma
12. Spock’s Destiny: Aldebaran by Enya
13. The forgotten- Sarek and Amanda: A Proud Mother, from the Star Trek 2009 OST


Playlist Link: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbSdeFoWLL0utTfzJpt1RIj3f0wC-vdl


[Report This]
Reviews by CarminaVulcana
Twice Upon A Time by Elise Madrid Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 14]
Summary:

Once upon a time, James Kirk had to kill his best friend. Twice upon a time.....

Originally published in Legends 2, by MKASHEF Enterprises. (2002)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Gary Mitchell
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34337 Read Count: 6226
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/18/2017 Title: Chapter 1: (complete)

Oh my god. What a roller coaster ride. Thank you for this amazing story.

Boldun by Stella Andrea Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 14]
Summary:

Lauren Keller, Destina Morales, Boris Kozlov. Jim remembers them by name, the people who lost their lives because of him. Jim can't say Spock's first name, but he can hear it in his head, the long string of consonants that Jim made Spock repeat over and over. Jim can't say Spock's first name, but he'll remember it.

Warning: heavy violence/gore

Prequel to Affliction's Sons, but also completely stand alone.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Explicit violence
Series: Affliction's Sons Arc
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5288 Read Count: 6158
[Report This] Published: 10/31/2009 Updated: 10/31/2009
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10/20/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Boldun

That was such a tough one to read. But, well done!

Drifting Home by Grammar Glamour Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9]
Summary:

Ten years after Tarsus IV, Sam Kirk discovers Kodos is still alive. He and Jim set out to make good on a pact they made after the mass murder on Tarsus IV -- a vow to kill Kodos. But another one of his victims has beat them to it. What happens after takes them on a journey into the unknown.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Gaila, McCoy
Crossover Fandom: AU or Mirror Universe
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20248 Read Count: 15274
[Report This] Published: 11/11/2010 Updated: 11/12/2010
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 10/11/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Please complete this. I love it so much. Please, please post the rest of it.

The Evil Among Us by Khiori Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

An anticipated 'honeymoon' for Kirk and Spock turns tragic.

Originally published in First Time 61.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13736 Read Count: 4152
[Report This] Published: 01/09/2011 Updated: 01/09/2011
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/05/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

This is so good. Keep up the great work. 

Summary:

Now all done!!!!

For those of you who wanted a longer story, here you go. This will be on-going; I'll try to have a new chapter up every couple of days. For those of you who wanted me to do a pregnancy fic, here you go. And for those of you--like me--who are tired of Jim always being the one who gets knocked-up, this time Spock's the mama. Enjoy.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel, Chekov, Chris Pike, McCoy, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Spock's Baby Daddy
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 97055 Read Count: 352854
[Report This] Published: 01/30/2011 Updated: 03/09/2011
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/22/2017 Title: Chapter 38: This Moment in Time

Oh my god. This was such an adorable, fun story. I cried when Selik passed on (Reminded me too much of Leonard Nimoy's passing). But oh my, T'Lira Marie is perfect. Thank you so much for this wonderfu, amazing story.

Against the Dying of the Light by mattmetzger Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 69]
Summary:

Falling in love with a man you met at a hospice for the terminally ill isn't the smartest thing in the world to do, but Jim goes ahead and does it anyway.

Please read the warnings on the first chapter.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 20997 Read Count: 20686
[Report This] Published: 06/25/2011 Updated: 12/19/2011
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 11/06/2017 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

Oh my God. You just tore my heart into two. This is one of the most painful stories I have ever read. Please tell me you will complete this. You are a gifted writer.

Comfort Food by TDazz Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 43]
Summary: Written in response to (or at the very least, inspired by) Tlema's "Comfort" challenge:

Spock walks in on Uhura and Scotty (kissing or more, it's up to you!). He finds himself trying to figure out if he even cares or not. In the post-breakup stage, a certain captain is there to comfort his Vulcan First Officer.

Abrams Universe.

Bonus:
- If Spock cries and Kirk finds him
- Bones tries to offer realtionship advice (I don't care who he gives it too!)
Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: Comfort
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17976 Read Count: 20940
[Report This] Published: 09/18/2011 Updated: 09/21/2011
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 07/22/2017 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3: In Which Some of the Pieces Are Reassembled

Beautifu. Just beautifu. 

Sundered by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 138]
Summary:

Now done!

 

As Meryl Streep said at the Oscars, someone is probably looking at this and saying, "Oh, God. Not HER again!"

This is in answer to Juni's A Bond That Went Astray challenge:

Summary:

Jim and Spock are newly bonded with the T’hy’la bond – the strongest and most unique of them, but this time the bond instead of helping, being an anchor, guiding light etc, is actually the main source of the problem for the two.

During the away mission the away team is attacked by separatists and Spock is injured. Kirk must leave him behind in order to secure the ship, save the crew etc, and Spock himself urges him to leave (the needs of the many…). With a heavy heart Jim leaves. Spock is captured and viciously tortured and abused. During that time the bond calls to Jim but it cannot reach its other end. After a week or so Spock is saved and he is on his way to recovery, remorseful Kirk doting on him and offering him every comfort. But there is a certain uneasiness between them. It starts slow – Spock not confiding in Jim about his problems, not wanting to have sex, later not even wanting to sleep in the same bed. It’s getting worse – Spock cannot meditate, cannot rest, eat, concentrate – he succumbs to some unknown illness. In the end it turns out the bond is responsible for everything. The T’hy’la bond has actually a certain doze of consciousness and when Kirk abandoned Spock and did not rescue him when the Vulcan suffered, it “decided” that Jim betrayed the bond and should not be allowed to be near Spock again. So it started to influence Spock’s mind in order to permanently separate him from Kirk. The thing is that the bond’s actions are killing the Vulcan in the process and a solution must be found soon in order to prevent it.

Bonus points:

The bond despite being part of Spock is not affected by his Vulcan (logic) and human (trust, faith) sides, so despite the fact that Spock knew that Jim had to leave and he was going to come back for him, the bond saw it as abandoning a chosen mate.

Spock Prime has no idea what is happening and cannot help. He tries to prepare Jim for the possibility that young Spock may die and I will love you forever if Jim actually has a real breakdown in his arms :)

McCoy being the one to sort out that it’s the bond thing and somehow participating in curing Spock

Lots of angst in this one, but a happy ending as usual.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chekov, Chris Pike, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: A bond that went astray
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 29918 Read Count: 36849
[Report This] Published: 03/02/2012 Updated: 03/31/2012
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/22/2017 Title: Chapter 10: The End and the Beginning

Man, I've been reading your stories for the last 24 hours now. And damn. You have made me cry every single time. You are a marvelous writer.

Lost Boy by PaintedBird Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 65]
Summary:

After Spock is taken prisoner by the Romulans, he and Kirk struggle to recover what they have lost and maintain their future.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 36085 Read Count: 11824
[Report This] Published: 01/23/2013 Updated: 02/13/2013
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 10/12/2017 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

I love this. OMG. This is so good. My heart breaks for everything that happened to poor Spock in this story. But I am glad he’s okay now. Thank you for this gem. 

Tournament by nicecuppacha Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 17]
Summary:

    James Tiberius Kirk, a lowly farmer who bitterly aspires for a better life out amongst the stars finds himself an unwilling participant in the legendary Tournament. The first of his kind to be allowed to compete he expects discrimination and upper-class bigotry. What he does not expect is to find himself inexplicably drawn to his champion: a certain traumatized, Vulcan half-breed.
   


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Bottom Spock, Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Pon Farr, Slave fic
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Dubious consent, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 18025 Read Count: 4726
[Report This] Published: 09/13/2013 Updated: 09/18/2013
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/25/2017 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

Please tell me you will complete this. You write Wonderfully. Awesome. 

Golden One by Rimilea Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 49]
Summary:

While fighting to keep an alien device out of Klingon hands, Kirk is thrown into an alternate universe, paying a high price for his survival. Now trapped on a Vulcan where only a select, technologically advanced few follow Surak, he joins their efforts to sell peace to the primitive, violent Vulcan tribes. Along the way, he discovers hope, love, and people he thought he'd never see again.

I avoid character death like the plague, but it was necessary here, and it does get better, I promise. :)


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Amanda, McCoy, Original Character(s), Scott, Stonn
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Bottom Spock, Slave fic
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Dominance/submission, Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 42303 Read Count: 9100
[Report This] Published: 04/08/2014 Updated: 05/06/2014
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/24/2017 Title: Chapter 11: Return

Oh my god. This was amazing. You are soooo talented. I love it that this story is so well done and so maturely handled. My hearts still hurts for the death of the original Spock. But by God, what you have done is amazing. Thank you so much for this Wonderful gift. I hope this Vulcan will figure out the peaceful ways. And I can't wait to see if the new Spock will fit in on the Enterpris. 

Carry You Home by Khiori Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 13]
Summary:

It's been almost a year since Kirk and Spock mysteriously vanished.  When they are finally found, Kirk's old friend Commodore Wesley soon realizes that rescuing them would not be easy.  Not easy at all.   


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11162 Read Count: 2528
[Report This] Published: 12/20/2014 Updated: 12/20/2014
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 10/05/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

That was so well written. You got me crying!

Closest Thing To Crazy by spock2U Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 33]
Summary:

**DISCLAIMER FOR SAKE OF CLARITY: THIS STORY IS A TOTAL ANGST FEST!**

The Closest Thing To Crazy is the uncensored story of what happened in the woods after they sang "Row Row Row Your Boat" and toasted Marshmallows.  And the unfolding truth of what really lies between the three of them; what it is that binds Spock, Jim and McCoy into such a fundamental unity of being. 

A/N:
This started off as a nice straightforward vignette, a homage to the three-soul relationship at the heart of Star Trek.
But, that Leonard McCoy, he's a tricky devil: a few lines into Chapter 3, he took over the story and told me he had another tale to tell entirely. So, hold on to your hats because, in many ways, I'm as much a passenger in this as you are! 
Only Bones knows where we're going, now. And how far we go, well that all depends on how much he wants to tell you about who he really is... "what he's seen, where he's been, what he's done". 
Things to do with Spock and Jim that he’s been keeping under wraps for a very long time: things that make him Leonard McCoy.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Erotica, Established Relationship, First Time, Fluff, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: FICTION
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25573 Read Count: 7635
[Report This] Published: 12/19/2015 Updated: 08/23/2017
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 10/26/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

first of all, i was very surprised to realize that this story was a total angst fest (yay!) because the description seemed more like fluff to me. Secondly, OMG. I have never read such in-depth characte study of McCoy. I love how conflicted your McCoy is and the best (or worst) part of his story is what Sarek and Amanda did. I could never have imagined where Sarek was going with his exhibitionism. And Amanda too. That sweet, gentle woman is so devious in this story. What’s interesting is that it makes perfect sense. Sarek is a diplomat. It is a given that in order to do his job well, he has to be somewhat crafty. Amanda is human. There has to be a reason why he’s attracted to her despite her illogic and human fallacies. Your story is a total gem. What do I want more? Some hurt!Spock. Or like Lots and lots of Hurt!Spock. Now off to check out the rest of your work. Congrats on amazing writing. 

Hour of Loving by PaintedBird Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstar [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

After Spock is abducted by slavers, Kirk must face the reality of his feelings for his Vulcan First Officer.  


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6855 Read Count: 753
[Report This] Published: 03/23/2017 Updated: 03/23/2017
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 06/21/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

This is wonderful. Beautiful. Thank you for this. 

Still, Like Dust by Sita Z Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 44]
Summary:

Vulcans have been enslaved on Earth for more than fifty years. To Jim Kirk, 14, this is just one more chapter from his history book… until his uncle brings home a Vulcan boy to help on the farm.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Slave fic
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51520 Read Count: 9168
[Report This] Published: 04/02/2017 Updated: 05/24/2017
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/17/2017 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

You have me on the edge of my seat. I feel bad for Sylon. I wonder if his owners are two-faced hypocrites, or if they are simply how most people in a slave society would be, mostly normal but occasionally cruel to their slaves. I hope you will tell us what happens to Sylon. He is so young, I don't want to see him hurt. But if it does come to that, I hope there will be someone to help him. As for Spock. I am scared of what Frank's about to do. Great work on this chapter. You are a masterful storyteller. 



Author's Response:

Thank you! I believe Sylon's owners are actually the latter - 'normal' people in a slave society, cruel to a certain extent and completely convinced that they have the right to treat Vulcans the way they do. It's certainly hypocritical, but a hypocrisy that is institutionalized in that society's moral and legal code.

Thank you so much for your feedback - I love the opportunity to exchange thoughts on our stories and fic writing in general :)!

 

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/20/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Such a painful and powerful chapter. Kinda reminds me of Ishok from my story. But Jim has a greater degree of courage and I'm glad Spock has him. I can't wait to read more. Will we see Sylon again ? 

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/09/2017 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

I love this. You are writing a wonderful story. I can't wait to read more. Kudos !



Author's Response:

Thank you! It makes me happy to know that people are enjoying the story, thank you for letting me know! :)

 

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/10/2017 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

You've got me hooked. I can't wait for more. And I feel so sorry for poor Sylon. But I sincerely hope he doesn't get hurt anymore. Amazing job on this chapter. Keep it up 😊



Author's Response:

Thank you! Poor Sylon's in a bad situation, but at least he's not alone anymore. More to come soon :)!

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/14/2017 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Nooooo, please. Don't hurt Sylon. Please.

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/20/2017 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9

I know I'm commenting for the second time on this. I apologize. I read this chapter first while half-asleep. I read it properly just now. And oh my god, I can't believe it that Frank could be this horrible. I am hoping Spock will be okay. But since Jim did not punish Spock, they will send him away to the juvi. Who will look after Spock, then? I am scared of Frank's brand of cruelty. 

Great Chapter. Desperately waiting to find out what's coming next. 



Author's Response:

Please don't apologize, I certainly don't mind getting two reviews :)! As for Frank, I think he's the kind of person who thrives in an unhealthy way on having another being at his mercy. Jim was and is subject to his abuse, and Spock is even more of a target since he's not protected by the law.

Thank you for commenting!