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Playlist for Finding Spock, Part 1


1. Amanda’s Lament: Smaointe by Enya
2. Yearning for past- Sarek: The First Year by Tajdar Junaid
3. Spock’s dreams: Celtic Violin - Down by the Sally Gardens - Strings, Harp and Tin Whistle
4. A Father’s wishes- Sarek and Spock: The Seal Lullaby by Eric Whitacre
5. Amanda’s faith: Cantique De Jean Racine by Faure
6. The plight of T’Pring: I am not yours by Z. Randall Stroope
7. Gurokh and Ishok- Parallel Lines: Sonbahar by Yansimalar
8. Ishok’s torment: My Immortal instrumental cover by Lindsey Stirling
9. Spock’s heart: Moonlight by Yiruma
10. Amanda’s lullaby: You are Mine by David Haas
11. Sarek’s love: River flows in you by Yiruma
12. Spock’s Destiny: Aldebaran by Enya
13. The forgotten- Sarek and Amanda: A Proud Mother, from the Star Trek 2009 OST


Playlist Link: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbSdeFoWLL0utTfzJpt1RIj3f0wC-vdl


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Reviews by CarminaVulcana
Twice Upon A Time by Elise Madrid Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 14]
Summary:

Once upon a time, James Kirk had to kill his best friend. Twice upon a time.....

Originally published in Legends 2, by MKASHEF Enterprises. (2002)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Gary Mitchell
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34337 Read Count: 6112
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/18/2017 Title: Chapter 1: (complete)

Oh my god. What a roller coaster ride. Thank you for this amazing story.

The Evil Among Us by Khiori Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

An anticipated 'honeymoon' for Kirk and Spock turns tragic.

Originally published in First Time 61.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13736 Read Count: 4095
[Report This] Published: 01/09/2011 Updated: 01/09/2011
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/05/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

This is so good. Keep up the great work. 

Summary:

Now all done!!!!

For those of you who wanted a longer story, here you go. This will be on-going; I'll try to have a new chapter up every couple of days. For those of you who wanted me to do a pregnancy fic, here you go. And for those of you--like me--who are tired of Jim always being the one who gets knocked-up, this time Spock's the mama. Enjoy.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel, Chekov, Chris Pike, McCoy, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Spock's Baby Daddy
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 97055 Read Count: 347604
[Report This] Published: 01/30/2011 Updated: 03/09/2011
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/22/2017 Title: Chapter 38: This Moment in Time

Oh my god. This was such an adorable, fun story. I cried when Selik passed on (Reminded me too much of Leonard Nimoy's passing). But oh my, T'Lira Marie is perfect. Thank you so much for this wonderfu, amazing story.

Comfort Food by TDazz Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 42]
Summary: Written in response to (or at the very least, inspired by) Tlema's "Comfort" challenge:

Spock walks in on Uhura and Scotty (kissing or more, it's up to you!). He finds himself trying to figure out if he even cares or not. In the post-breakup stage, a certain captain is there to comfort his Vulcan First Officer.

Abrams Universe.

Bonus:
- If Spock cries and Kirk finds him
- Bones tries to offer realtionship advice (I don't care who he gives it too!)
Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: Comfort
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17976 Read Count: 20499
[Report This] Published: 09/18/2011 Updated: 09/21/2011
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 07/22/2017 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3: In Which Some of the Pieces Are Reassembled

Beautifu. Just beautifu. 

Sundered by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 138]
Summary:

Now done!

 

As Meryl Streep said at the Oscars, someone is probably looking at this and saying, "Oh, God. Not HER again!"

This is in answer to Juni's A Bond That Went Astray challenge:

Summary:

Jim and Spock are newly bonded with the T’hy’la bond – the strongest and most unique of them, but this time the bond instead of helping, being an anchor, guiding light etc, is actually the main source of the problem for the two.

During the away mission the away team is attacked by separatists and Spock is injured. Kirk must leave him behind in order to secure the ship, save the crew etc, and Spock himself urges him to leave (the needs of the many…). With a heavy heart Jim leaves. Spock is captured and viciously tortured and abused. During that time the bond calls to Jim but it cannot reach its other end. After a week or so Spock is saved and he is on his way to recovery, remorseful Kirk doting on him and offering him every comfort. But there is a certain uneasiness between them. It starts slow – Spock not confiding in Jim about his problems, not wanting to have sex, later not even wanting to sleep in the same bed. It’s getting worse – Spock cannot meditate, cannot rest, eat, concentrate – he succumbs to some unknown illness. In the end it turns out the bond is responsible for everything. The T’hy’la bond has actually a certain doze of consciousness and when Kirk abandoned Spock and did not rescue him when the Vulcan suffered, it “decided” that Jim betrayed the bond and should not be allowed to be near Spock again. So it started to influence Spock’s mind in order to permanently separate him from Kirk. The thing is that the bond’s actions are killing the Vulcan in the process and a solution must be found soon in order to prevent it.

Bonus points:

The bond despite being part of Spock is not affected by his Vulcan (logic) and human (trust, faith) sides, so despite the fact that Spock knew that Jim had to leave and he was going to come back for him, the bond saw it as abandoning a chosen mate.

Spock Prime has no idea what is happening and cannot help. He tries to prepare Jim for the possibility that young Spock may die and I will love you forever if Jim actually has a real breakdown in his arms :)

McCoy being the one to sort out that it’s the bond thing and somehow participating in curing Spock

Lots of angst in this one, but a happy ending as usual.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chekov, Chris Pike, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: A bond that went astray
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 29918 Read Count: 36321
[Report This] Published: 03/02/2012 Updated: 03/31/2012
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 09/22/2017 Title: Chapter 10: The End and the Beginning

Man, I've been reading your stories for the last 24 hours now. And damn. You have made me cry every single time. You are a marvelous writer.

Hour of Loving by PaintedBird Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

After Spock is abducted by slavers, Kirk must face the reality of his feelings for his Vulcan First Officer.  


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6855 Read Count: 674
[Report This] Published: 03/23/2017 Updated: 03/23/2017
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 06/21/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

This is wonderful. Beautiful. Thank you for this. 

Still, Like Dust by Sita Z Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 44]
Summary:

Vulcans have been enslaved on Earth for more than fifty years. To Jim Kirk, 14, this is just one more chapter from his history book… until his uncle brings home a Vulcan boy to help on the farm.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Slave fic
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51520 Read Count: 8731
[Report This] Published: 04/02/2017 Updated: 05/24/2017
Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/17/2017 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

You have me on the edge of my seat. I feel bad for Sylon. I wonder if his owners are two-faced hypocrites, or if they are simply how most people in a slave society would be, mostly normal but occasionally cruel to their slaves. I hope you will tell us what happens to Sylon. He is so young, I don't want to see him hurt. But if it does come to that, I hope there will be someone to help him. As for Spock. I am scared of what Frank's about to do. Great work on this chapter. You are a masterful storyteller. 



Author's Response:

Thank you! I believe Sylon's owners are actually the latter - 'normal' people in a slave society, cruel to a certain extent and completely convinced that they have the right to treat Vulcans the way they do. It's certainly hypocritical, but a hypocrisy that is institutionalized in that society's moral and legal code.

Thank you so much for your feedback - I love the opportunity to exchange thoughts on our stories and fic writing in general :)!

 

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/20/2017 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Such a painful and powerful chapter. Kinda reminds me of Ishok from my story. But Jim has a greater degree of courage and I'm glad Spock has him. I can't wait to read more. Will we see Sylon again ? 

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/09/2017 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

I love this. You are writing a wonderful story. I can't wait to read more. Kudos !



Author's Response:

Thank you! It makes me happy to know that people are enjoying the story, thank you for letting me know! :)

 

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/10/2017 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

You've got me hooked. I can't wait for more. And I feel so sorry for poor Sylon. But I sincerely hope he doesn't get hurt anymore. Amazing job on this chapter. Keep it up 😊



Author's Response:

Thank you! Poor Sylon's in a bad situation, but at least he's not alone anymore. More to come soon :)!

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/14/2017 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Nooooo, please. Don't hurt Sylon. Please.

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/20/2017 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9

I know I'm commenting for the second time on this. I apologize. I read this chapter first while half-asleep. I read it properly just now. And oh my god, I can't believe it that Frank could be this horrible. I am hoping Spock will be okay. But since Jim did not punish Spock, they will send him away to the juvi. Who will look after Spock, then? I am scared of Frank's brand of cruelty. 

Great Chapter. Desperately waiting to find out what's coming next. 



Author's Response:

Please don't apologize, I certainly don't mind getting two reviews :)! As for Frank, I think he's the kind of person who thrives in an unhealthy way on having another being at his mercy. Jim was and is subject to his abuse, and Spock is even more of a target since he's not protected by the law.

Thank you for commenting!

 

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/22/2017 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

ANAZING. This is a wonderful chapter. I like your attention to detail and I am particularly gladdened by the fact that you're bringing in McCoy. He's one of my favorite characters. And I love Jim's caring attitude towArdis Spock. This is a brilliant story. And I am glad you are updating so frequently. 😊😊😊. I should stop rambling. But oh, I just love this story so  much. 



Author's Response:

Thank you :)!! Bones is one of my favorite characters, too, he's just such a complex personality. I'm glad you're enjoying the story - and I'm very much looking forward to the next chapter of "Finding Spock", my favorite fic at the moment!

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/24/2017 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Yay. I am so happy. McCoy is with them now and he's gonna help ! Yipppeee. 



Author's Response:

Those boys need a little hope, don't they? Thank you for commenting!

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/28/2017 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Awesome.  I am so intrigued by this turn of events. Can't wait to find out more. And God bless McCoy ! :)



Author's Response:

Thank you <3!

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 04/29/2017 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13

Amazing. Just so amazing. I love how you did this chapter. 



Author's Response:

Thank you, I'm glad you liked this turn of events!

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 05/04/2017 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15

Amazing. So powerful. Keep up the good work. I hope Spock's okay, though. 



Author's Response:

Thank you!

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 05/07/2017 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

More. I want more. I love your story so much. And i love the humanity your Spock has. Will we get some of his backstory as well ? 



Author's Response:

Thank you!! Yes, Spock's backstory will be explored in one of the upcoming chapters.

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 05/08/2017 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17

That was so hard to read, but so brilliantly written. You are a gifted storyteller. I am worried though. The whole situation seems so odd. What will happen to them when they are found? And considering the kind of world they live in, I am scared of what might happen even if they try to run. But seriously, very well written. Keep it up :)



Author's Response:

Thank you! I see what you mean, and no, they wouldn't get far without someone helping them :).

Reviewer: CarminaVulcana Signed
Date: 05/11/2017 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18

This chapter is very distressing. I cannot imagine toddlers getti hurt. And it breaks my heart that Spock looks after the children like a parent even though he is a child himself. And the fact that he looks for kindness in the eyes of the strangers who come to take the children away-- I almost cried at that part. I hope things will get better from here. This was a very painful chapter. But, as always, great writing ! Keep it up 😊



Author's Response:

It's painful to think about these children and the emptiness in their lives where Vulcans need mental bonds and a stimulating environment. It is the reaction I was going for, and I'm glad you found the chapter emotionally engaging! Thank you for reading and commenting!