Penname: WeirdLittleStories [Contact] Real name:
Member Since: 11/25/2013
Membership status: Member
Bio:

Update, September, 2018:  I was diagnosed with breast cancer and had a mastectomy on September 21st; in the coming weeks, I'll be having chemotherapy.  Given that I have ongoing chronic illnesses that already sap my energy, I will probably be unable to reply to comments until I'm finished with chemotherapy.  But please keep leaving them!  A thoughtful comment on one of my stories really gives me a lift, and I SO need that right now.


My pen name is intended to be truth in advertising. :-)

I'm a middle-aged woman who's loved Star Trek in general and Mr. Spock in particular since 1969, when I was 11. I'm a Kinsey 5, but I'd make an exception for Spock. :-)

(I have no connection with weirdlittlestories.com; I didn't know that person existed when I chose this pen name, and I apologize for any confusion.)

I have a chronic illness, which limits my ability to do things. Some days, my illness limits me a little; other days, it limits me a lot. I do intend to finish all of the stories I've started, and I do intend to answer most of the comments I get. Because of my illness, I can't always do so as quickly as I would like, however. I apologize to anyone I've disappointed.


I have two challenges up on this site; I'd love it if someone would write either "Lost in the Crowd of Your Friends" or " A Better Captain Through D/S."


Although I do write stories where Kirk and Spock are lovers, I almost never write M/M sex. I'm mostly a lesbian, myself, so male bodies don't interest me much, and I can't properly convey the enthusiasm that the boys would have for the activity. :-)

I focus on the emotional aspects, which tend to be the ones I find most interesting, anyway. Did I mention that I'm a licensed clinical psychologist in real life? Yeah, a Vulcan mind meld is my all-time favorite fantasy ... to see what's really IN another person's mind. *sigh*

My non-K/S Star Trek stories can be found at AO3.


 


 


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Cover of Night by Killa Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 39]
Summary:

While waiting to learn what will come of the fal tor pan, Kirk relives memories of his destructive and secret relationship with Spock. How can he find redemption when Spock doesn't even remember him? Originally posted in 1998. Also appeared in Amazing Grace: Best of the Net.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 12512 Read Count: 13827
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2005 Updated: 09/05/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 12/23/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Complete Story

That's so achingly painful, yet so beautifully done.  You're a gifted writer.

 

Surrender by Killa Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 25]
Summary:

The Captain has been through a rough time, and needs someone else to take the reins for a while. This story contains dominance/submission in a consensual relationship, but the lines of consent are deliberately blurred. Originally posted in 1997.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Bondage, Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Dominance/submission, Dubious consent, Non-consensual sex
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20441 Read Count: 30020
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2005 Updated: 09/05/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 11/26/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Complete Story

I've read this story several times (on AO3 before this most recent reading), and every time I read it, it amazes me all over again.  This story is so heart-breakingly gorgeous that I'm in awe of what you've accomplished here. 

Your descriptions are truly beautiful, and there are some turns of phrase that I read over several times, just to caress them in my mind because they're so lovely and so RIGHT.  The next time I read this story, I should take notes, so I can compliment you on each of them individually. :-)

The characters' emotions so deep and raw, their love and need so palpable, their connection so right and perfect.  I think this is the best TOS story I've ever read, and I've read hundreds by now, maybe thousands.

Thank you for writing this and for sharing it with us.

 



Author's Response:

What a kind and generous comment. Thank you so much! I don't know what to say, except I'm really glad you enjoyed it. :)

Sharing the Risk by Killa Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 8]
Summary:

While on leave, Spock has taken his courage in his hands and has made the first move...but Kirk's initial response isn't quite what he'd hoped for. Originally posted in 1998.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Gary Mitchell
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7333 Read Count: 7018
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2005 Updated: 09/05/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 05/26/2015 Title: Chapter 1: Complete Story

Such a lovely story, and so beautifully done.  I love what you've done with Spock here, how he's mostly honest with Kirk but also plays him slightly, each time doing the right thing.  Kirk has had so much psychological trauma in the three years of the series that it's a wonder he isn't gibbering in a corner, and it's completely believable that he might have become burned out and self protective.  Thank heavens he has a Vulcan who understands more about emotion than he admits. :-)

I admire the deftness and subtlety with which you wrote this; you're really so very good at this.

 



Author's Response:

Oh, my gosh, thank you. What a wonderful comment. I love reading your insights! Thank you so much.

Ghost in the Machine by Killa Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

Voyager/Classic Trek crossover. Pairings: Kirk/Spock, Kirk/Paris, Paris/Kim. Tom Paris stumbles upon a Pandora's Box of loss and regret. Originally posted in 1996.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: ST:VOY
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Crossover
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16343 Read Count: 2483
[Report This] Published: 09/06/2005 Updated: 09/06/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 05/21/2014 Title: Chapter 1: Complete Story

I don't usually like painful stories -- real life is painful enough, thanks -- but you did that so WELL that I'm awed.

 



Author's Response:

Thank you so much for reading it. I know what you mean. I used to like sad stories, but I was much younger then. :)

Just a Kiss by Jenna Hilary Sinclair Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 13]
Summary: Kirk wants something more than friendship with Spock, and so he proposes a simple kiss.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6670 Read Count: 8163
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 08/01/2014 Title: Chapter 1: none

That was wonderful!  You keep these two in character better than anyone I've ever seen, and since we love them for who they ARE, your making them be who they are is so very appreciated.

It makes so much sense that Kirk's approach would be about emotions and bodies and that Spock's approach would be about minds and that their mutual love would be all the more beautiful because each of them could share with the other the beauty of his own way.

Thank you for a deeply lovely story.

 

Summary:

Spock has returned from the dead, now what? (From the KiScon 2004 convention zine)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4910 Read Count: 2849
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 08/27/2015 Title: Chapter 1: Selections from The Book of The Dead

That was lovely!

 

Golden Boy by Jungle Kitty Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 17]
Summary:

An alternate-universe story, in which Kirk's dark activities as a young man have a profound effect on the rest of his life.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Kink
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 14812 Read Count: 5555
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 06/08/2015 Title: Chapter 1: none

That was exceedingly powerful and well done ... and I wish that I had never read it.

 

Crossroads by titC Rated: All Audiences starstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 2]
Summary: After Spock's first pon farr, Captain and First Officer have a hard time rebuilding their relationship as it was – or, maybe, as something new. PG-13 for mild medical ickiness. First in the First Times series.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: First Times
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4062 Read Count: 4944
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 07/29/2014 Title: Chapter 1: 1/1

I'm sorry, but this doesn't sound like Jim Kirk to me; Kirk just isn't this petty.

 



Author's Response:

I'm sorry you didn't like it, although it happens hen reading fic. I don't know Reboot Kirk very well: I've only seen the first reboot film, and I wrote this series years before it was released. My focus has always been on the original version, and my perception may be different from yours if you first approached K/S through the Reboot films.

I wrote this series to focus on Spock's struggle with his identity/ies, and I've never perceived neither Kik nor Spock as without any moment of pettiness, exasperation, misundestanding, flaws, frustration, etc. Sometmes we don't understand what we want or need, sometimes we are mistaken, sometimes we're a litle bit lost; we don't always know what and who we are and sometimes we take out our own frustation with life, work... out on people who don't deserve it and have nothing to do with it. I was interested in these topics and tried to deal with them as I could about 10 years ago ;-)

This is certainly no the best fic out there (even not my best) and I'm sure you'll find something you'll enjoy more! :-)

In the Autumn Mist by Lyrastar Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 8]
Summary:

Even heroes sometimes face a midlife crisis, then what?


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3010 Read Count: 3565
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 06/14/2016 Title: Chapter 1: In the Autumn Mist

Given what we know of James Kirk, this seems all too probable.  He's a great man in many ways, but he can also be phenomenally selfish.  And Spock is very nearly a saint, so he would let him go.

 

The Impossible Possibility by Farfalla Rated: Mature Content (Teen) [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

Kirk and Spock have their first intimate encounter in a melded dream. When is a first time not a first time?


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: First Time
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2049 Read Count: 2332
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 02/06/2015 Title: Chapter 1: The Impossible Possibility

But you know, Vulcans DO dream, or at least Spock does.  In "Amok Time," when Christine Chapel comes to Spock's quarters while he's sleeping, he wakes up and says, "I had a most startling dream.  You were trying to tell me something, but I couldn't hear you."

 

Linguistics by Farfalla Rated: Mature Content (Teen) [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Spock kisses in a different language. Printed in the KiSCon 2004 Contest zine.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 877 Read Count: 2054
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 02/06/2015 Title: Chapter 1: Linguistics

Lovely!

 

Fire and Light by Penknife Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

At Gol, Spock considers the decisions that brought him there.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2299 Read Count: 2132
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 07/29/2014 Title: Chapter 1: 1

That was beautiful, in a sad and poignant kind of way.

 

Summary:

Kirk brings Spock to his winter cabin. Well there, he discovers that keeping his emotions under wraps is a lot more difficult there than on the Enterprise. A Christmas Gift has some significance in the change of their relationship to one another.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15172 Read Count: 8207
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 12/15/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Christmas Gifts -- Blue Seduction

That was lovely.

 

From the Mouth of a Predator by kira_nerys Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

A'Sharon is a Klingon wanted by the Federation. Kirk and Spock are of course out looking for this villain. But it's a question of who finds who first ...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 32256 Read Count: 12185
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 12/23/2013 Title: Chapter 5: Part 5

*smile*  Love the last line!

 

A Meal To Remember by kira_nerys Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 14]
Summary:

Food, naughty thoughts, more food and naughty actions and a little dash of angst.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10067 Read Count: 8835
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 10/11/2014 Title: Chapter 1: A Meal to Remember

This is the second time I've read this story, and I enjoyed it even more the second time around.  I love the idea that these two adventurers would be adventuresome in their food choices as well; your adding this ritual sampling of each other's cuisines is a wonderful idea!

I was surprised to read that Spock hadn't expected Kirk's response to the cucumber thingies; I thought we'd find out that Spock had planned the meal with Kirk's seduction in mind.  Spock may be a virgin, but he's far too intelligent and well-read to be innocent. ;-)

 

Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 12/17/2013 Title: Chapter 1: A Meal to Remember

An interesting take on what things must be like for Spock.  Thanks for sharing this with us.

 

Nightly Revelations by kira_nerys Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 9]
Summary:

Kirk wakes up in the middle of the night and is drawn by something to Spock's quarters ...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2861 Read Count: 5464
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 06/17/2016 Title: Chapter 1: Nightly Revelations

I never expected to enjoy a masturbating Spock, but the way you did it was perfect.  Kudos!

 

Beg by kira_nerys Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Spock's in a rather dominant mood ...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1552 Read Count: 7065
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 06/25/2015 Title: Chapter 1: Beg

Well, THAT was yummy! ;-)

 

Summary:

Admiral Kirk helps a young crewman come to terms with his own orientation. Written in the style of the Chicken Soup essay collections and using the first line of another K/S story, as per an old KSOF challenge.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Character Study, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2104 Read Count: 4657
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 07/30/2014 Title: Chapter 1: Chicken Soup for the Starfleet Soul

What a wonderfully insightful little tale!

 

Off the Clock by Farfalla Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Silly flirting with communicators


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 787 Read Count: 4383
[Report This] Published: 09/08/2005 Updated: 09/08/2005
Reviewer: WeirdLittleStories Signed
Date: 07/30/2014 Title: Chapter 1: Off the Clock

Awwww.  I usually don't like silly stories, but this seems like an in-character silly, as if they really would flirt this way.  Nice job!