I opened to my love

but he had slipped away.

How I wanted him when he spoke!

I sought him everywhere

but could not find him.

I called his name

but he did not answer.

Song of Solomon

For verizonhorizon's prompt: "You know what would be really erotic for Vulcans? Henna hand art."

AU.  On the day he receives his captaincy, Kirk is taken by Mitchell to a brothel where the main attraction is a male "devil."

Originally published in 1981 in the print zine Out Of Bounds.

Vulcan is slowly emerging from its barbaric ways. The reformed Vulcans of Surak and the Vulcans of the old ways have had an uneasy truce for decades, but war has finally broken out. James Kirk and his family were captured and sold to a Vulcan when he was a child, and has grown up on Vulcan. He will fight along side of the reformed Vulcans to keep his freedom and to prevent becoming the slave of a sadistic Vulcan.

                                      ****Now Complete****

Now added chapter 4 some amazing artwork by Elfqueen.

Some dumb things that people say about my Jimmyboy, that I don't like.

TOS A/U novella. Six months after being taken prisoner and raped by a Vulcan captain, Kirk finds that same Vulcan is now being assigned as his first officer when peace between Vulcan and Earth is declared. Originally published in the print fanzine Beyond Dreams 7 (2004), edited by Jenna Sinclair.

During a private conversation, Kirk confesses to Amanda his true feelings for Spock.