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Playlist for Finding Spock, Part 1


1. Amanda’s Lament: Smaointe by Enya
2. Yearning for past- Sarek: The First Year by Tajdar Junaid
3. Spock’s dreams: Celtic Violin - Down by the Sally Gardens - Strings, Harp and Tin Whistle
4. A Father’s wishes- Sarek and Spock: The Seal Lullaby by Eric Whitacre
5. Amanda’s faith: Cantique De Jean Racine by Faure
6. The plight of T’Pring: I am not yours by Z. Randall Stroope
7. Gurokh and Ishok- Parallel Lines: Sonbahar by Yansimalar
8. Ishok’s torment: My Immortal instrumental cover by Lindsey Stirling
9. Spock’s heart: Moonlight by Yiruma
10. Amanda’s lullaby: You are Mine by David Haas
11. Sarek’s love: River flows in you by Yiruma
12. Spock’s Destiny: Aldebaran by Enya
13. The forgotten- Sarek and Amanda: A Proud Mother, from the Star Trek 2009 OST


Playlist Link: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbSdeFoWLL0utTfzJpt1RIj3f0wC-vdl


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Favorite Stories
Puff the Magic Dragon by test_of_faith Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Kirk makes Spock listen to an ancient Earth children's song that leads to uncovering disturbing memories in Spock's past.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Dominance/submission, Non-consensual sex
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5406 Read Count: 6180
[Report This] Published: 06/19/2009 Updated: 06/19/2009
Reflections In A Golden Eye by TGuess Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 12]
Summary: Events that happened on the Enterprise during and after "Mirror, Mirror".
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: AU or Mirror Universe
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, First Time
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Non-consensual sex
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17398 Read Count: 12902
[Report This] Published: 12/23/2005 Updated: 12/23/2005
Reflections of Betrayal by Tranya1963 Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

"I must have my captain back."  Commander Spock of the I.S.S. Enterprise had no idea how much he would come to regret those words. 


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: AU or Mirror Universe
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Mirror Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Dominance/submission, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8421 Read Count: 3459
[Report This] Published: 03/22/2017 Updated: 03/25/2017
Report from the Rim by Carolyn Spencer Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 34]
Summary:

Behind the machinations of bureaucracy lurks the lives of real people.

First published in First Time #53. Warm thanks go to Jenna Sinclair for her help with its development and to Lyrastar for putting it online.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10888 Read Count: 19417
[Report This] Published: 08/15/2010 Updated: 08/15/2010
Rewriting History by EllenD Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 33]
Summary:

Jim Kirk is haunted by the circumstances of his birth, and the death of his father. With his pregnant husband aboard the Enterprise, he'd do anything to keep everyone safe. But unfortunatley, history repeats itself. Features MPREGnated Spock!


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: McCoy, Scott, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Established Relationship, MPREG
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17073 Read Count: 6914
[Report This] Published: 08/11/2013 Updated: 10/27/2013
Sanctuary by Khiori Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

A routine diplomatic mission is anything but as Kirk and Spock get caught up in ancient rites and rituals that prove detrimental to both.


Categories: Fiction, Works in Progress
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: First Time, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Bondage, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2633 Read Count: 596
[Report This] Published: 08/08/2018 Updated: 08/08/2018
Scars by GabrielaSylar Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

This is a response to the challenge A halfbreed freak right?(Wrong) by flamingbluepanda

Summary:

So we all know how Spock got bullied as a kid right? Well what if it was worse than the movies show? What if their cruelty was actually like, horrifyingly bad? And what does the crew do when they find out? what does JIM do when he finds out? 

Must haves:

-Jim and the crew finding out something awful (and I mean really awful) that happened to Spock as a kid and getting upset about it. what happened and how they find out is the authors choice.

- The whole bridge crew reacts, not just Jim (maybe there's one xenophobic crewmen who's just like "he deserved it" and everyone else freaks out about that too?) 

Bonus points if:

- there's some physical evidence (scarring, damage to his hearing or sight, missing limb, Etc.) 

- Spock still has nightmares about it

- whoever did the bad thing boards the enterprise 

- Spock cries in Jim's arms at one point 

- the big bad revelation leads to many smaller revelations for the whole crew about how Spock is as a person and the things he went to and everyone walks away with some new respect (and love) for their Vulcan first officer

 

Can be AOS or TOS. I like established relationship stories but its the authors choice. Sarek can be involved in a positive or negative way- if the author wants to bash all of Vulcan that's cool! 


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Stonn, Sulu, T'Pring, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Explicit violence
Challenges: A halfbreed freak right? (Wrong)
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2911 Read Count: 1830
[Report This] Published: 03/21/2017 Updated: 03/21/2017
Comments: Awesome. I love it
Seeking Asylum by Mage_989 Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 146]
Summary: Spock’s life is shattered by an incident on shore leave. Jim’s reaction only scatters the pieces further, until Spock is certain he can never rebuild what has been lost. A response to Juni's Hurting Spock challenge.
Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, MPREG
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Rape
Challenges: Hurting Spock
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 22858 Read Count: 60711
[Report This] Published: 01/20/2012 Updated: 06/13/2017
Comments: Please complete this. It is a wonderful story !
Slave by Shira Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 13]
Summary:

Kirk buys Spock at a slave auction; Romance ensues.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Bondage, Dominance/submission, Explicit violence, Kink
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10547 Read Count: 12099
[Report This] Published: 01/07/2010 Updated: 01/11/2010
Still, Like Dust by Sita Z Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 44]
Summary:

Vulcans have been enslaved on Earth for more than fifty years. To Jim Kirk, 14, this is just one more chapter from his history book… until his uncle brings home a Vulcan boy to help on the farm.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Slave fic
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51520 Read Count: 13344
[Report This] Published: 04/02/2017 Updated: 05/24/2017
Sundered by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 138]
Summary:

Now done!

 

As Meryl Streep said at the Oscars, someone is probably looking at this and saying, "Oh, God. Not HER again!"

This is in answer to Juni's A Bond That Went Astray challenge:

Summary:

Jim and Spock are newly bonded with the T’hy’la bond – the strongest and most unique of them, but this time the bond instead of helping, being an anchor, guiding light etc, is actually the main source of the problem for the two.

During the away mission the away team is attacked by separatists and Spock is injured. Kirk must leave him behind in order to secure the ship, save the crew etc, and Spock himself urges him to leave (the needs of the many…). With a heavy heart Jim leaves. Spock is captured and viciously tortured and abused. During that time the bond calls to Jim but it cannot reach its other end. After a week or so Spock is saved and he is on his way to recovery, remorseful Kirk doting on him and offering him every comfort. But there is a certain uneasiness between them. It starts slow – Spock not confiding in Jim about his problems, not wanting to have sex, later not even wanting to sleep in the same bed. It’s getting worse – Spock cannot meditate, cannot rest, eat, concentrate – he succumbs to some unknown illness. In the end it turns out the bond is responsible for everything. The T’hy’la bond has actually a certain doze of consciousness and when Kirk abandoned Spock and did not rescue him when the Vulcan suffered, it “decided” that Jim betrayed the bond and should not be allowed to be near Spock again. So it started to influence Spock’s mind in order to permanently separate him from Kirk. The thing is that the bond’s actions are killing the Vulcan in the process and a solution must be found soon in order to prevent it.

Bonus points:

The bond despite being part of Spock is not affected by his Vulcan (logic) and human (trust, faith) sides, so despite the fact that Spock knew that Jim had to leave and he was going to come back for him, the bond saw it as abandoning a chosen mate.

Spock Prime has no idea what is happening and cannot help. He tries to prepare Jim for the possibility that young Spock may die and I will love you forever if Jim actually has a real breakdown in his arms :)

McCoy being the one to sort out that it’s the bond thing and somehow participating in curing Spock

Lots of angst in this one, but a happy ending as usual.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chekov, Chris Pike, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: A bond that went astray
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 29918 Read Count: 40105
[Report This] Published: 03/02/2012 Updated: 03/31/2012
Comments: That was beautiful. Amazing.
The Evil Among Us by Khiori Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

An anticipated 'honeymoon' for Kirk and Spock turns tragic.

Originally published in First Time 61.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13736 Read Count: 4708
[Report This] Published: 01/09/2011 Updated: 01/09/2011
The Price by Syn Ferguson Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 14]
Summary:

A newcomer to the Enterprise awakens troubling feelings in both Kirk and Spock. Before they have a chance to resolve things, Kirk sends Spock on a difficult mission, from which the Vulcan will not return unscathed.

This story is a prequel to the novel Courts of Honor. It was originally printed in The Price and The Prize, released in 1981. It includes original illustrations by Gayle F. It is also available as a PDF, as well as in epub format and Kindle format.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Erotica, First Time, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock, Pon Farr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Explicit violence, Rape
Series: The Price and Courts of Honor
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42977 Read Count: 29480
[Report This] Published: 09/28/2010 Updated: 10/05/2010
The Thistle by EllenD Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 34]
Summary:

An alternate end to the 2009 movie. Spock never shows up for the post of science officer and instead, resigns from Starfleet to pursue a scientific mission for New Vulcan. Kirk doesn't see him agan until a year later, as an attraction in an Orion brothel. A story about endurance, salvation, and love in unlikely places.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Gary Mitchell, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Erotica, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Spock, Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Slave fic
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16070 Read Count: 7257
[Report This] Published: 09/23/2013 Updated: 10/22/2013
Comments: Please complete this. it is an awesome story.
The World Well Lost by TGra Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

When Jim and Spock meet as teenagers on Tarsus IV and endure unspeakable horrors together, it seems like nothing can separate them. Until, that is, Jim is forced to burn every last trace of himself from Spock’s mind to keep him safe. Years later, Jim is still a smoldering husk, but it seems amnesia has been good to Spock. To remind him of the world they built together before the famine—and of how it ended—would be too cruel. Wouldn’t it? But when Starfleet tasks the Enterprise with hunting Kodos down, old scars will be torn open and hidden secrets will come to light, forcing Jim and Spock to reconsider everything they thought they knew about their shared history on Tarsus IV.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42463 Read Count: 1447
[Report This] Published: 06/25/2018 Updated: 06/25/2018
This is War by Liz Night Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstar [Reviews - 64]
Summary:

A story in response to Juni's Collared Spock challenge. Spock is born as a natural sub. After his bondmate abuses him, Spock runs to Earth and Starfleet, where he is to meet Nyota Uhura and Jim Kirk.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Spock, Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Dubious consent
Challenges: Collared Spock
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 28978 Read Count: 57190
[Report This] Published: 01/18/2012 Updated: 07/13/2012
Tournament by nicecuppacha Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 22]
Summary:

    James Tiberius Kirk, a lowly farmer who bitterly aspires for a better life out amongst the stars finds himself an unwilling participant in the legendary Tournament. The first of his kind to be allowed to compete he expects discrimination and upper-class bigotry. What he does not expect is to find himself inexplicably drawn to his champion: a certain traumatized, Vulcan half-breed.
   


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Bottom Spock, Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Pon Farr, Slave fic
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Dubious consent, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 29472 Read Count: 7145
[Report This] Published: 09/13/2013 Updated: 06/13/2018
Turning Point by Killa Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 32]
Summary:

At the end of the five year mission, Kirk and Spock go to New Orleans and explore the true meaning of decadence. Originally posted to the alt.sex.fetish.startrek newsgroup in 1995. Also appeared in T'hy'la 18.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Turning Point
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 30927 Read Count: 20930
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2005 Updated: 09/05/2005
Summary:

Now all done!!!!

For those of you who wanted a longer story, here you go. This will be on-going; I'll try to have a new chapter up every couple of days. For those of you who wanted me to do a pregnancy fic, here you go. And for those of you--like me--who are tired of Jim always being the one who gets knocked-up, this time Spock's the mama. Enjoy.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel, Chekov, Chris Pike, McCoy, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Spock's Baby Daddy
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 97055 Read Count: 390541
[Report This] Published: 01/30/2011 Updated: 03/09/2011
Worlds Apart by M E Carter Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 41]
Summary:

AU. Albion IV was colonized years ago by Humans and Vulcans who rejected technology. Additionally, the Vulcans rejected the teachings of Surak. Kirk, the young son of a Human landowner, meets Spock, one of the impoverished Vulcans who work the land nearby and discovers a friend and more in the quiet young alien. But Kirk’s hopes and plans for their future must deal with mutual prejudice – and the secret Spock has been keeping for years: his uncle’s ongoing sexual abuse.

Originally published as a print fanzine novel in 1996.

WARNING: "Worlds Apart" deals explicitly with abuse, and recovery from abuse.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda, Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 183808 Read Count: 48310
[Report This] Published: 08/14/2011 Updated: 08/14/2011