Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr
Other Results: 3 Series
Stories
Summary:

Could possibly be read as an alternate 'ending' to my recent story 'Kissing In The Night;Beauty In My Days' - or it could be read as a story that has nothing to do with that, and stands separately, and alone. It's a TMP era 'introspective/retrospective 'romp'' of sorts (!)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Kolinahr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 768 Read Count: 1507
[Report This] Published: 03/18/2015 Updated: 03/18/2015
Amokian Rhapsody by Spockaholic Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 17]
Summary:

In which the end result of an author's love for K/S and Queen is yet another raunchy song parody. 


Categories: Filks and Songs
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 372 Read Count: 1041
[Report This] Published: 08/15/2012 Updated: 08/15/2012
Summary:

A response to the bond of purity challenge by sunshine, which runs as follows:

Your typical angsty relationship story with Kirk and Spock coming together at the end to bond, with the challenge being no sex takes part up to and including the bonding (no accidental bond!). Kirk always goes to sex first. Can this love transcend sex for that key moment? Can the bond itself be enough to fulfill his soul and take his breath away?


Of course the happy couple will likely have TONS of sex in their future (or even in the epilogue), but it would be interesting to see a 'first time' style story that doesn't rely on lust to bring them together or orgasm to cement a bond.


I am modifying this a little and making a bit bigger deal out of the meld vs sex thing, as you will see... This story spans the last two years of the first five year mission, and takes us through to the first two years of the second five year mission, including Gol and the V'Ger crisis... A little bit of angst, no (or little) violence, and mostly sweetness and light. A contrast to the other stories I'm currently working on... 

There will be three chapters, tops.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: bond of purity
Series: Responses to Challenges
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31557 Read Count: 6301
[Report This] Published: 05/14/2014 Updated: 08/28/2014
Apastron by Werewolvesarereal Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Kirk reflects on Spock's decision to leave.


Categories: Ficlets
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Kolinahr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 387 Read Count: 852
[Report This] Published: 03/12/2015 Updated: 03/12/2015
Summary:

First published in the print zine "T'hy'la" #33 (editor: Kathleen Resch), July 2012.

Winner of a Fan Quality Award 2013.

 

(Inspired by the first line of The Doors' beautiful song "The Crystal Ship". TOS universe, with a nod to the reboot universe in the last sonnet.)


Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, First Time, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1055 Read Count: 8087
[Report This] Published: 10/07/2013 Updated: 10/07/2013
Betrayal by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Written in response to a prompt posted in a comment on another of my stories by borderlinecrazy on AO3:

I'd love to see a Kirk cheats and has to be forgiven, especially with the difficulties of fighting a both emotionally hurt and logically untrusting Spock to earn back their relationship.

Betrayal: the sword which divides soul from katra. Betrayal: inescapable. After being emphatically rejected by James Kirk along with the child they share, Spock succeeds in the kolinahr. Years later, Spock meets with a broken Kirk, and so begins a painful journey of rediscovery and reunion.

 

Written for the T'hy'la Big Bang 2016 on tumblr.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Dubious consent, Explicit violence, Major character death, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75092 Read Count: 6422
[Report This] Published: 02/14/2016 Updated: 02/14/2016
Bow out gracefully, and slip away by Tydomin Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

The first five year mission is winding down, and Spock has heard about Kirk's upcoming marriage to Lori Ciana.  Dismayed at his lack of control where Kirk is concerned and particularly this final kick in the teeth, he makes a decision to leave for Gol.


Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 162 Read Count: 1806
[Report This] Published: 07/02/2011 Updated: 07/02/2011
Closeness by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

A Love Story in two eras...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: None
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 602 Read Count: 370
[Report This] Published: 03/28/2016 Updated: 03/28/2016
De Profundis by Rhaegal Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 23]
Summary: Prompt from spookybfi: Ok, so Kirk basically spent, like, the entire series wooing Spock, to no avail because Spock broke his heart and left for Gol. Now that Spock is back, Kirk has given up on him because he doesn't know where he stands any more, and he doesn't want to get hurt again. That's ok though, because after his ZOMGFEELINGSAREOK revelation in sickbay, Spock is more than willing to woo Kirk this time :D The wooing could happen on Valentine's day because... it's Valentine's day!

Written for ksvalentine on LJ in February 2010. Only just realised I forgot to put it on the Archive!

Beta-read by the lovely Amanda Warrington.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Established Relationship, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13725 Read Count: 7282
[Report This] Published: 07/16/2012 Updated: 07/16/2012
Deciding Upon Love by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Shore-leave; the truest loving declarations are made, and these promises are followed by the loving, truest form of Vulcan Bonding, and of Sex.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, First Time, Fluff, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Spock, Kolinahr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 942 Read Count: 454
[Report This] Published: 01/06/2017 Updated: 01/06/2017
Die Sehnsucht nach... was? by Tydomin Rated: All Audiences [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Noch ein Gedicht, auf Deutsch.  Es tut mir leid, wenn es voller Fehler ist.

Spock bedenkt den Kapitän, Vizeadmiral Ciana, die Liebe...


Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Bruchstrichfreitagsgedichte
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 71 Read Count: 1206
[Report This] Published: 10/15/2011 Updated: 10/15/2011
Disappear by VulcanElf Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Star Trek: The Motion Picture as seen through the eyes of my fourth Evanescence story, Disappear. Kirk is wondering about Spock after Gol... and whether he'll return to the way he used to be before.


Categories: Works in Progress, Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Evanescence
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 817 Read Count: 1097
[Report This] Published: 05/29/2015 Updated: 06/27/2015
Summary:

McCoy & Jim talk about Spirk. Set after TSFS. Also posted on Tumblr. Rated NOT TEEN for Swearing & two blokes talking about serious stuff - TRUE LOVE.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Kolinahr
Universe: Abrams Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 774 Read Count: 129
[Report This] Published: 04/05/2017 Updated: 04/05/2017
Ex Machina by TLara Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Spock’s journey through his meld with V’ger.

Originally published in T’hy’la #34, July 2013.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock, Kolinahr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4297 Read Count: 493
[Report This] Published: 01/01/2015 Updated: 01/01/2015
Final Dream by Fugitive Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

Spock's final day as an old Vulcan at Gol.....  I originally posted this as 'very sad' but have since been told by Pamdizzle that it is transcending and bittersweet but more happy than sad.

I guess it depends on your take on spirituality as to how you see it.  And there is a manip which goes with it, but since I am manipulatively challenged that will have to wait for Wingstar to rescue me......(prays to the Gods of Slash for Wingstar to magically appear).  The manip is over on The Other Place on FB.

 

 

 


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 836 Read Count: 1111
[Report This] Published: 03/19/2013 Updated: 03/19/2013
Summary:

I'm really not even sure if fucking with iconic poetry is considered filking, but uh...that's kind of what I've done here. LOL.

If Poe wasn't spinning in his grave after The Raven, he sure as hell is now...or perhaps he's applauding and nodding in ghoulish fascination...who knows. All I know is, I'm definitely going to hell for this. I've defiled a beautiful work of creepiness and turned it into porn prose.

There are two reasons this exists:

1) IvyCross linked a 'Who Do Write Like App' on facebook and I copied and pasted one of my non-fandom poems and it gave me Poe as a result.

2) AKO is apparently obssessed with frals, but that's secondary really. She got on my fb and unwittingly, or perhaps wittingly, said 'Do a parody of the 'The Bells'

Also, I'm pretty sure...someway, somehow, this is Fugitive's fault by seven degrees of separation. Just because...


Categories: Poetry, Filks and Songs
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Established Relationship, First Time, Fluff, Humor, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 615 Read Count: 807
[Report This] Published: 06/19/2013 Updated: 06/19/2013
Forevermore by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

A story set immediately after TMP: A challenge by SoldierGirl (that includes the delightful bare biceps and sprinkling of chest hair that were William Shatner's in 1979!)

Sex and Love: Love and Sex: Jim and Spock. Spock and Jim.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr
Universe: Abrams Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: White Tunic Challenge
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 740 Read Count: 939
[Report This] Published: 10/20/2013 Updated: 10/20/2013
Fractured Dreams by Sarek Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 43]
Summary:

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Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Carol Marcus, Chris Pike, McCoy, Sulu
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Kolinahr
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 143 Read Count: 5916
[Report This] Published: 09/11/2015 Updated: 03/25/2016
From My Heart To Yours by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

In Gene Rodenberry's Star Trek: The Motion Picture self-penned novelisation, he writes himself in as a reporter who interviewed James T Kirk after the events shown to us in the film... Hence, my mentioning him by name in this story - A story where Leonard H. McCoy tells his beloved friend, James T. Kirk, some home truths for his own good - and because he also truly does deeply care for their truest friend, Spock... McCoy becomes, as usual, the waking up Catalyst Jim really needs to get himself, and Spock, on the right track..!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 878 Read Count: 1518
[Report This] Published: 03/24/2012 Updated: 03/24/2012
Getting Sorted by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

Set just before ST:TMP; Jim and Spock's relationship, which in reasonably recent times, took a turn into the 'we're in love' territory' that they've both been trying to ignore for years, has supposedly been put on ice, but, the thing is, a love like that can never actually be Iced...

 

Jim's a mess because of all that he seems to have lost. McCoy has to talk him round.

 

NC17 for the Bad Language and intense moods... Lori Ciani gets mentioned, but hers and Jim's marriage is already over and dealt with.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Kolinahr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3914 Read Count: 508
[Report This] Published: 08/04/2016 Updated: 08/04/2016