Story Type: Angst
Other Results: 75 Series
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After the Fire by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 208]
Summary:

NOW DONE!

 

This is in response to Martiangirl's a Betrayal of Trust challenge. As noted elsewhere, at readers' request, I am no longer including the actual challenge in the summary.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda, Chapel, Chekov, Lori Ciani, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: A Betrayal of Trust
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 56553 Read Count: 68692
[Report This] Published: 07/18/2012 Updated: 01/29/2013
After the Kironide by JackHawksmoor Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 10]
Summary:

After the Kironide but before the evening's entertainment, Kirk and Spock get some H/C away from those dastardly Plutonians.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1730 Read Count: 4965
[Report This] Published: 12/16/2009 Updated: 12/16/2009
Aftermath by Tech Duinn Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Jim tells himself that what he feels for Spock isn’t love, but in the wake of a near miss, his self-delusions are as brittle and transparent as colored glass.


Categories: Ficlets
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 496 Read Count: 3664
[Report This] Published: 05/02/2011 Updated: 05/02/2011
Aftermath by Dahliaxat Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

Decisions, decisions... We all have to make them. Who lives with the aftermath?


Categories: Ficlets
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 131 Read Count: 545
[Report This] Published: 11/21/2016 Updated: 11/21/2016
Aftermath of a Near Thing by mattmetzger Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

It is a week after the mission when Jim wakes in the night, his mind feeding him the sensation of their hands ripping apart. In the dark, it shows him loss, over and over again.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1084 Read Count: 6347
[Report This] Published: 11/06/2010 Updated: 11/06/2010
Aftertaste by Notboldly50295 Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9]
Summary: Kirk has been having good sex for the past four months; there’s absolutely no reason he for him to be upset. A sequel to “A Taste of the Exotic.”
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Erotica, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: A Sense of Taste
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7115 Read Count: 10688
[Report This] Published: 01/09/2011 Updated: 01/09/2011
Against the Dying of the Light by mattmetzger Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 70]
Summary:

Falling in love with a man you met at a hospice for the terminally ill isn't the smartest thing in the world to do, but Jim goes ahead and does it anyway.

Please read the warnings on the first chapter.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 20997 Read Count: 20081
[Report This] Published: 06/25/2011 Updated: 12/19/2011
Agony by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 297]
Summary:

Now Done!!! Happy Ending here!!!!

This is in response to 'Make This Have a Happy Ending' by vicktblueeyez. The challenge goes like this:

Challenge: Make this sad prompt have a happy ending. (not my prompt, belongs to anon at the kink meme)

Difficulty: Very

Prompt: Kirk/character of anon's choice are in a relationship the whole crew knows about and accepts. Then, Kirk gets top!secret-super!classified orders from Starfleet basically forcing him to seduce a traitor/spy to get information for Starfleet. [OR Kirk's orders force him to gain trust from the traitor/spy, so Kirk is all friendly and the traitor/spy takes advantage of Kirk.] Kirk follows orders/is forced but he's horrified, disgusted, and seriously messed up mentally by the encounter. Instead of comforting him or trying to understand Kirk's side, his significant other dumps him for cheating and the crew blames/is nasty to Kirk, since they aren't privy to Starfleet’s orders. Much angst ensues!

Keyword: Redemption

I've seen many takes on this prompt, all seeming to end sad which is why I haven't read them. Sad as in a broken Kirk, a broken relationship and K/S not getting back together. Mostly because Spock never found out...or he did but it was too late (Kirk ended up with Bones). I find it interesting that so many think a happy ending cannot be done. Kirk didn't believe in no-win scenarios and he didn't settle for the impossible. Instead of thinking in the box, he not only thought outside of the box but reshaped it. Saying something couldn't be done made him want to do whatever it was, even more. Yet, many feel that this prompt can only end in one way, heartbreak and it can only be written if the characters were extremely ooc. I think that is BS. A good author can make one believe in anything. They can take something old, already done and reshape it. The challenge here is to reshape this prompt and for that, you have to have the Kirk mentality and be as equally stubborn.

Stuff I would like to see but not required:

-A groveling and tortured Spock. Tortured as in self loathing. Kirk being all "fuck u, you didn't trust me, abandoned me, don't talk to me" and Spock maybe falling to his knees crying? "I have wronged you t’hy’la in ways you/I cannot imagine. I'm so sorry." 

-Super awesome dramatic make up sex somewhere down the line is mandatory. Pretty please?

-Spock has to find out somehow. Kirk left and Spock is clearing the Captain's computer maybe? Kirk thinking his hacker skills is all that leaves the file there thinking it won't be found? Maybe Spock overhears a secret conversation from Starfleet officials? Maybe Spock and crew are on an away mission some angry person is all "I'll never forgive him for using me for information! I thought he loved me but he was only pretending to follow orders!" Spock, "What orders?" Angry person, "Oh you didn't know?"

-Big time angst. Things like K/S seeing each other from across the room. Accidental touching. Something with big time tension.

All is forgiven and it ends HAPPILY aka with Kirk/Spock together.

I hope this lets me work out some demons so I can go back to my happy stories. Here we go....


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel, Chekov, McCoy, Original Character(s), Scott, Sulu, T'Pring, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Erotica, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: Make this have a happy ending
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 66520 Read Count: 278753
[Report This] Published: 06/30/2011 Updated: 08/11/2011
All About That Bass by spock2U Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Kirk should know better than to get Spock, his stoic Second In Command, rip roaring drunk on Romulan Ale AND Chocolate and then pass him the mic on Karaoke night. Because sometimes, when a man's reserve implodes with the force of three supernovas, you get even more than you bargained for...


Categories: Filks and Songs
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, First Time, Fluff, Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 428 Read Count: 1060
[Report This] Published: 12/16/2014 Updated: 12/16/2014
All Along: Famine by Rimilea Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 30]
Summary:

 

Sequel to All Along: Fortune. Despite his growing bond with Spock, Jim feels alone in life. The challenges he faces with his mother and Tarsus only seem to confirm this. Can Spock show him how wrong he is?


Categories: Fiction, Works in Progress
Characters: Amanda, Gary Mitchell, Leila Kalomi, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek, Scott, Stonn
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: None
Series: All Along
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 52336 Read Count: 15125
[Report This] Published: 01/04/2013 Updated: 06/25/2013
All Good Things by lah_mrh Rated: All Audiences starstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 10]
Summary:

At the end of the first five-year mission, Kirk confesses his feelings, but Spock's reaction is not what he hoped.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1863 Read Count: 2204
[Report This] Published: 04/18/2014 Updated: 04/18/2014
All My Dreams, Torn Asunder by Jaylee Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

The terminal disappeared, and the crowd of people disappeared, and it was just the two of them, the way it always seemed to be when Spock was near.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6077 Read Count: 4967
[Report This] Published: 08/18/2010 Updated: 08/18/2010
All Of It by Vulcan Lover Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

McSpirk - I'll stop writing the triumverate soon, and go back to 'just' keeping things sexy between Jim & Spock, I promise... I think that this fic could be 2009 Trek or TOS Trek. It's worth a look!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 843 Read Count: 330
[Report This] Published: 02/25/2017 Updated: 02/25/2017
Summary:

Trapped on an alien planet, in an ice age thousands of years before the Federation even exists, Spock finds himself falling apart.  Back on the ship, Kirk fears his relationship with his first officer might never be the same.  (Reboot!verse remix of the TOS episode "All Our Yesterdays")


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Dubious consent
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7957 Read Count: 8551
[Report This] Published: 04/27/2010 Updated: 04/27/2010
All That We Shall Be by Anna S Greener Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

Spock is reluctant to bond with Kirk after the fal tor pan, and Kirk fears he’ll lose Spock forever if Spock can’t decide if he still wants him.

Originally published in 2000 in the print fanzine Beyond Dreams # 2 (Editor: Jenna Sinclair)


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Infidelity
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16461 Read Count: 6601
[Report This] Published: 04/08/2011 Updated: 04/08/2011
All the Beautiful Things by lally loo Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 15]
Summary:

Spock has a fetish for pregnant women which he keeps a deeply-hidden and shameful secret. When they discover Jim is pregnant, Spock realizes that his fetish extends to pregnant men, especially his pregnant bondmate. Spock, however, is determined to keep his interest a secret from Jim.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship, MPREG
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3451 Read Count: 11217
[Report This] Published: 02/17/2011 Updated: 02/17/2011
All the Little Doggies by PaintedBird Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 10]
Summary:

Spot provides an unexpected bump in Jim Kirk's life and opens another door.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: Spot
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1784 Read Count: 1395
[Report This] Published: 12/12/2012 Updated: 12/12/2012
Summary: A routine survey mission to a planet gives the opportunity for shore leave with catastrophic consequences.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: ST:XI Abrams Universe
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1399 Read Count: 1694
[Report This] Published: 11/24/2011 Updated: 11/24/2011
All the Thorns by well it is canon Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Jim doesn't know why he deals with this really, except yeah, he totally does. Jim/Spock, post-Into Darkness.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 484 Read Count: 925
[Report This] Published: 03/14/2014 Updated: 03/14/2014
Almost Forgotten by Lyrastar Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

Close only counts in horseshoes. Flashfic PWP.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1003 Read Count: 3101
[Report This] Published: 09/13/2005 Updated: 09/13/2005