Warnings: Abuse
Other Results: 14 Series
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.Anything to Save Your Life by marrydiamond Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

A classic pon far story, and a bit dramatic.

"He found he had his back shoved against the wall with Spock clutching Kirk’s wrist with a strength clearly not human.

Kirk was gasping for breath from the fear he hadn’t yet realized was present.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: First Time
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2508 Read Count: 18546
[Report This] Published: 07/19/2010 Updated: 07/20/2010
Summary:

Cinco diferentes momentos en que Spock se ve en la situación de aceptar lo que le acarrea su biología mixta como Vulcano y Humano, yendo desde sentirse menos que los demás, hasta sentirse especial. Este es mi primer Spirk y lo estoy escribiendo por el mes del Spirk (Setiembre 2015) con mucho cariño, espero que les guste. No menores de 17 años.


Categories: Fiction, Works in Progress, Other Languages
Characters: McCoy, Sarek, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: Spanish
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship, Fluff, Humor, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 30126 Read Count: 725
[Report This] Published: 03/07/2016 Updated: 01/15/2017
A Healing Touch by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

This is an answer to Juni's Love vs. Rape Trauma challenge, seen below:

Summary:

Can we have some hurt/comfort story with lots of angst?

Spock and Kirk are starting to develop a relationship. Jim takes it slowly for Spock sake and doesn’t pressure for anything. Then the Vulcan is taken hostage by some hostile aliens and only after few days of desperate searching the Enterprise is able to retrieve him. After that Spock breaks up with Kirk and tries to avoid him. The reason for that is that Spock was gang raped by his kidnappers and now considers himself unclean and unworthy of Jim’s attention. Cue to Kirk to figure it out and offer lots of comfort and TLC to his traumatized Vulcan.

Bonus point for McCoy’s involvement – he knows what happened to Spock but he cannot tell that to Jim due to the doctor/patient confidentiality, but he tries to persuade Spock to speak with Kirk about it.


Since the challenge demands it, there is rape in this story, but it is not described in detail, only alluded to. We know what happened, but we do not 'see' it happen.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Rape
Challenges: Love vs Rape Trauma
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6592 Read Count: 19068
[Report This] Published: 04/07/2011 Updated: 04/07/2011
A Measure of Worth by heeroluva Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

An encounter with an Orion slave ship brings with it an unexpected gift.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chekov, McCoy, Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: Worth series
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4752 Read Count: 7766
[Report This] Published: 02/25/2011 Updated: 02/25/2011
A Trick of Eros by dreamwind Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 51]
Summary:

Based off a from the ST Kink Meme at LJ.
Basically the prompt is that teenage Jim has somehow become a girl, and while a girl he meets Spock and the two get intimate. Which of course leads to Jim becoming pregnant. So this is the story of Jim and Spock’s first meeting and the miracle that sprung from it.

notice: This story is going under revision as of 22 July, 2014. There will be new chapters added and some content in various chapters will be changed. This version will stay as is. So to read the updated version please see the fic under the name Rewrite: A Trick of Eros.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda, Chris Pike, girl!Kirk, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, First Time, Genderswap, MPREG
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Chan or underage sexuality
Series: The Heart of Wadj Wer (Original Version)
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 79775 Read Count: 77208
[Report This] Published: 12/19/2009 Updated: 06/08/2011
All I want for Christmas by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 26]
Summary:

Written for the K/S Advent Challenge 2013, for the  prompt: Young!Spock comes to Earth for the first time during the winter (maybe Amanda wanted to visit relatives for holidays/Sarek had an ambassadorial obligation). He finds absolutely nothing redeeming about Earth's frigid weather and can't understand why the human children, and even adults, seem to find it charming. That is, until a young Jim hijacks Spock's winter vacation and changes his mind.

I have manipulated the prompt somewhat: both Spock and Jim wish for something for Christmas - and get it.

 

Warning: This story does contain references to the abuse and maltreatment of a child.

 

With many thanks to davidpierreseb9 on livejournal for beta-ing this story.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25956 Read Count: 17249
[Report This] Published: 12/10/2013 Updated: 12/10/2013
Summary:

Finished!

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After the death of their former master, Spock and Jim fall into the hands of Vargaz and his bodyguard Banta - two exeptionally sadistic beings. They soon have to realize that they will have to go through hell if they want to make their dreams come true: Become free men and travel to the seemingly out-of-reach stars. Their only ally: An old country Doctor.

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AU - Slave fiction with elements from Abrams-verse (since there was a little confusion: Jim has hazel eyes instead of blue, because... I like hazel eyes better. I'll admit it. - Other than that, they have the backgrounds and character-traits that are more similar to the 'Abrams-verse'.)

Story is going to be quite dark in places. Warnings will be issued at the beginning of each chapter.

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With huge help graciously provided in ~Chapter 7: Lay down your weary head, my child~ by Pamdizzle. Thank you SO much!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, Erotica, Established Relationship, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Slave fic
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Chan or underage sexuality, Dominance/submission, Dubious consent, Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 118033 Read Count: 37781
[Report This] Published: 03/10/2013 Updated: 04/16/2013
Apprehension by Dahliaxat Rated: ADULT (NC-17) [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Can you hear him among the voices?


Categories: Ficlets, Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 131 Read Count: 1390
[Report This] Published: 06/22/2012 Updated: 06/22/2012
Batter My Heart by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 46]
Summary:

Spock is captured on a politically perilous away mission and violently tortured. The nascent bond he now shares with his Captain is tested. Kirk and the Enterprise crew must unravel webs of deceit and betrayal before Spock can be rescued. But will he ever be fully healed?

 

This is the next in the Among the Stars series, and follows the story Among the Stars.

Please take note of the warnings.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Pon Farr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: Among the Stars
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 47476 Read Count: 20070
[Report This] Published: 07/03/2013 Updated: 01/31/2015
Behind these empty walls by Tydomin Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 20]
Summary:

An AU set not that long after Kirk and Spock's retirement from Starfleet, dealing with domestic abuse and violence.

The K/S will mainly be in flashback, and the main characters are Kirk and Mark Grayson (Spock's cousin), with a bit of Bones on the side.

This piece does have a kind of plot progession, but is mainly meant to be impressionistic.

Please watch out for warnings (which will appear over the course of the story)  - I don't want to upset anyone (unless you're looking to be upset, in which case come on in!).

Also, can I just make it clear that I don't have an agenda for writing this.  I just thought it would be an interesting story.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2408 Read Count: 3633
[Report This] Published: 10/08/2011 Updated: 07/03/2012
Betrayal by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Written in response to a prompt posted in a comment on another of my stories by borderlinecrazy on AO3:

I'd love to see a Kirk cheats and has to be forgiven, especially with the difficulties of fighting a both emotionally hurt and logically untrusting Spock to earn back their relationship.

Betrayal: the sword which divides soul from katra. Betrayal: inescapable. After being emphatically rejected by James Kirk along with the child they share, Spock succeeds in the kolinahr. Years later, Spock meets with a broken Kirk, and so begins a painful journey of rediscovery and reunion.

 

Written for the T'hy'la Big Bang 2016 on tumblr.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Dubious consent, Explicit violence, Major character death, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75092 Read Count: 5755
[Report This] Published: 02/14/2016 Updated: 02/14/2016
Blinded Eyes by Reigen Doki Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 29]
Summary:

The eyes are the windows to the soul they say. What happens when the shutters fall open and let in some light? Will Kirk and Spock learn something new in their adventures, or will they be too afraid to look? Follow their journey.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chekov, McCoy, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Humor, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 209275 Read Count: 58660
[Report This] Published: 07/05/2013 Updated: 09/02/2013
Broken Gifts by AshayaTReldai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 24]
Summary:

In an AU wherein Vulcan is only just being persuaded of the rightness of logic, a golden human is gifted to Spock of Vulcan - a gift at first not accepted, then forced on him. A broken gift. A gift which will break him in turn...

 

Slave-fic. I have loaded it up with warnings, so be warned. 


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Hurt Kirk, Pon Farr, Slave fic
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Dominance/submission, Dubious consent, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 40336 Read Count: 46531
[Report This] Published: 08/20/2013 Updated: 09/17/2013
But I Thought You Were Straight by Miss Car Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 31]
Summary:

Because even in the 23th century people still make assumptions. Five people who assumed Jim Kirk was straight and the one individual who knew better from the beginning but still got a surprise.

 

 

 

Warning: Assumptions are bad.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chris Pike, McCoy, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, First Time, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Bottom Spock, Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Dubious consent, Rape
Series: Warning: Assumptions Are Bad
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 53308 Read Count: 53909
[Report This] Published: 08/24/2010 Updated: 10/31/2010
Captain's Lover by VulcanElf Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

SEQUEL TO Captain's Woman. Captain James Kirk of the ISS Enterprise and Commander Spock have been dating for a year and are planning on bonding. However, things start to go wrong when they encounter Janice Lester and she tries to use Spock for her own enjoyment... What better way to ruin James Kirk than to ruin his soon-to-be wife and bondmate?


Categories: Fiction
Characters: girl!Spock
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock
Universe: Mirror Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: Alternate Mirror Chronicles
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4992 Read Count: 1947
[Report This] Published: 07/18/2014 Updated: 08/23/2014
Closest Thing To Crazy by spock2U Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 25]
Summary:

The Closest Thing To Crazy is the uncensored story of what happened in the woods after they sang "Row Row Row Your Boat" and toasted Marshmallows.  And the unfolding truth of what really lies between the three of them; what it is that binds Spock, Jim and McCoy into such a fundamental unity of being. 

A/N:
This started off as a nice straightforward vignette, a homage to the three-soul relationship at the heart of Star Trek.
But, that Leonard McCoy, he's a tricky devil: a few lines into Chapter 3, he took over the story and told me he had another tale to tell entirely. So, hold on to your hats because, in many ways, I'm as much a passenger in this as you are! 
Only Bones knows where we're going, now. And how far we go, well that all depends on how much he wants to tell you about who he really is... "what he's seen, where he's been, what he's done". 
Things to do with Spock and Jim that he’s been keeping under wraps for a very long time: things that make him Leonard McCoy.


Categories: Fiction, Works in Progress
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Character Study, Erotica, Established Relationship, First Time, Fluff, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17520 Read Count: 4048
[Report This] Published: 12/19/2015 Updated: 09/04/2016
Summary:

Sequel to Perchance to Dream. Teenage JT, struggling to survive on Tarsus IV is asked if he believed in happily ever-after...

 

Mentions of abuse and torture, though nothing graphic.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 955 Read Count: 1352
[Report This] Published: 08/09/2012 Updated: 08/09/2012
Deathwatch by Dahliaxat Rated: ADULT (NC-17) [Reviews - 4]
Summary: Spock awaits his fate. He knows that Jim is safe. If only he could see him one last time.
Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Character Study, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 100 Read Count: 1150
[Report This] Published: 11/22/2011 Updated: 11/22/2011
Summary:

On a Vulcan conquered by Terrans five hundred years ago, a child of two worlds is born. His destiny - to unite the conquerors and the conquered, to demonstrate that unity is possible, to heal in himself that which was broken, to restore what he did not take - lies heavy on his shoulders. Despised by Vulcan and Terran alike, one friendship will remain as a beacon of hope shining in the darkness, a light that will guide and lead him in the way, a light to shine brightly on his path. A love which is destined to be.

 

Please note the warnings: there are a number of dark themes this story will explore in its course - but it will end in the light!


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Amanda, Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn, Chan or underage sexuality, Dubious consent, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 182622 Read Count: 14677
[Report This] Published: 02/04/2014 Updated: 04/06/2016
Dreams and Realities by Cyberrat Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 42]
Summary:

Spock works for Starfleet by using his telepathic abilities to dive into the culprit's mind. He's done that for years now - however, his most difficult case is only now beginning. It's been unceremoniously dropped into his lap by Admiral Pike and revolves all around the famous and young Captain Kirk.What exactly has happened in the Captain's rooms on the Enterprise? Why has there been found the body of a woman - literally torn to shreds? It'll be difficult to get information out of the Captain; and even more difficult to get them out of his staff, it seems. They're tightly knit and don't make things easy for the Vulcan.

However, Spock not only has to worry the mysterious case - he also needs to keep his wits about him in a world that just doesn't seem to have a place for him. And why - oh why - did he choose just now to fall in love?!

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This story is supposed to run parallel to other stories - something that can help me get my mind back on track if I need to write something vastly different.

The depiction of the characters - at least Spock - is quite different from what I usually do. Spock has a good side helping of mirror!Spock, but I hope it will be logical in the course of the story why he's the way he is^^


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Chris Pike, McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, Erotica, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Explicit violence
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 25036 Read Count: 10027
[Report This] Published: 04/11/2013 Updated: 07/07/2013